LogFAQs > #934608190

I got an appointment tomorrow and I intend to talk about what I want from the visit before I even get into symptoms but they are always in such a hurry it's tough. They cut me off constantly if I ever go on about anything. They refuse to talk about anything but the next step even when I ask. They just say "lets take it one step at a time" or "we will deal with that when it the time comes".

Its also tough because by the time I see the doctor I'm like half conscious, exhausted, probably shaking uncontrollably and just wanna go home or to the ER. The shaking never seems to concern them. When we've written up things to talk about and lists of symptoms they take the list and promptly ignore it. Maybe they'll skim over it and then ask "ok, whats the most important thing on this list to deal with" and they will only deal with that. Anything else is "well lets take it one step at a time".

I'm psyching myself up as much as possible to be a complete asshole if need be tomorrow and just not leave until I'm satisfied but when I start realizing half the shit they are saying is a lie that even I know enough about to catch or they just sneak out of the room and don't come back, it's hard to not think "well fuck it, I'll just go home and hope I don't die too soon".

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