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Topic | Having a rough day |
J03can 02/23/20 10:14:11 AM #411: | Thank you and youre right, and i know youre right. And generally that is how im acting in my life. I just have these moments where i kind of fall apart and feel like ive been lying to myself and kind of break down for a minute. I hate it. Because we are through, i dont want to get back together, both of us will be dating going forward, and thats a positive thing. I think the issue here is on friday i didnt surround myself with good supportive friends. I met up with a toxic person who was my friend at one time but now doesnt belong in my life. That was a bit of a tough pill to swallow. Also, i havent gotten laid in months and its messing with my head... i havent been on any aps because i dont feel im ready for that, but, i tried on that cruise and full disclosure, i was hoping to sleep with the girl i met up with friday, but after talking with her for a while and all that drama i thought no fucking way. Im getting in my own head and thinking that physically theres something wrong with me or i dont put out the right vibe... its all bullshit and i need to control these negative thoughts better. --- Jerry, it's Frank Costanza!!! Mr Steinbrenner's here George is dead - call me back!!!! ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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