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Fossil posted...

I haven't posted in a while, but I've been skimming and reading the topic every once in a while. Glad to see you're pushing through it, TC.

One thing I want to touch on is you mentioning the lack of emotion on her part at the first meeting. I think the easiest way to explain it is that she probably started disconnecting from you a long time ago. So as time went on and no changes were happening, she continued to seperate herself, emotionally. it's going to sound shitty when I say this and I apologize, but she's probably less stressed and feels relieved by the change of pace in her life.

If you ask yourself honestly, how would you feel in her shoes dealing with yourself? Do you think you could tolerate it for as long as she did? it's a tough question to answer, but I personally know I couldn't and I know how it feels to become detached emotionally by someone. It's a scary thing how one can love and care for you and then one day just stop.

Yeah and i know all of this, and i dont know what im expecting because i dont want her back anyways. I just feel i need to be putting up a sad front and she should be too... but i actually am sad. I dont know, its getting easier and i am going to be able to move on.

I am very much looking forward to seeing the apartment on Monday. Im very confident thats where im going to be living and its really nice. Thats gonna be a great step forward.

The next 2 days we will be together at the house moving extra furniture into the garage so we can show the house next week.

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