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I can't remotely travel. My anxiety has been super high since getting back (which isn't too unusual) but so is my determination for now so just suffering through the abyss of terror and confusion for now. I'm hoping a few days rest will help out. Mentally I still don't feel like myself right now.

I've got a few new treatment options to try as well like broken down amino acid pills which should skip digestion and gonna start on a probiotic just in case that helps. If I can handle the amino acids, I can start exercising a bit. I obviously have to be careful still but exercise really can do a lot and it sucks to not be able to.

My feeling is, I've beaten just anxiety with no meds more than once before so if I can just get healthy enough I should be able to beat it again. For now at least, I'm very determined. I WILL get better and get my life back. I can only hope I can be strong enough to maintain that motivation.

Did get some results back including low ceruloplasmin. That shounds a bit scary as it could mean wilson's disease (incurable, fatal) but being low on protein and having liver problems can also make that be low and I have both of those things so hopefully those amino acids fix this. They could really make me feel a lot better. Can't wait to take them although it'll be scary too. Intend to start around 12 tomorrow. Don't wanna start too many things at once.

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