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| Punnyz 08/26/20 1:04:33 AM #1: | Its such a mind boggling, baffling phenomenon it something I can never become hard to A person or an animal cease to be what they were. They become things the bodies it becomes an issue of, what do we do with the body. Where do we bury it, do we cremate it, etc They were once alive. They felt, they feared, they get happy. They can't do those things anymore Its like...how ..does that happen. Yes, I know, body dies. But you know what I mean and not only that..they just become a memory. They go from being there to being a thing in your mind. I just lost my cat today. I used to be able to stand up and play with him, pet him, hug him as much as I wanted. I can only THINK about those things now. I guess this is where people regret not doing more things with them when they had the chance, but yea, I can't do that anymore, it was taken away I can only pretend to remember how his fur felt or just thinking about seeing his smile instead of actually looking at it now. Its too much of a sudden switch I sometimes think about what happens after, IF something even happens after. I know people turn to religion, but we really don't know. I like to think theres an afterlife. I think we're too unique, we're too different, theres gotta be something else. but at the same time, humans are probably just freak mutations culminated from millions of years of more mutations and we somehow ended up as we are now. we were some sort of weird accident lol I digress though the point is, its possible we just end when we die. and thats a scary thought too. I can sit here, close my eyes and cover my ears and try to desensitize myself but in reality I can still think. You don't even think when you die. Its possible you cease to be, you lose yourself and disappear Despite me thinking logically and even a bit cynically, I personally am a god fearing man. I just want to hope it doesn't end here. I know its about leaving a legacy and other MGS2 stuff, but ...it would just be a waste, like, 70 years or so is just...way too short. Ya know? I think about alot of these things, especially this past decade. It life 101. But when you get older, the older people die out. I remember my mom said all of her favorite actors are dead or they're old as hell now to the point she doesn't recognize them. Another comment I've heard is "you will watch all of your heroes die" same thing I'm now becoming middle aged here in an another decade and I'm experiencing deaths way more often so I'm now thinking about all of this way more often too I know I'm all over the place but yea, theres alot to think about how about you --- ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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