LogFAQs > #948336025

I'm trying to look for work that I can do from home. But since I've been unemployed since last year, and I lack any notable skills to speak of, it has been incredibly difficult finding something I can do properly, let alone a company willing to hire somebody who has been out of work for so long. I've been trying to settle my mother's debts besides, which has put an exceptionally large dent in my savings. I'm worried that I am still not done. There's still a hospital bill that has yet to come in the mail, and I do not have the means to check if the bank cleared all of the payments I issued with her account. Then I have to pay eleven-thousand more American dollars on the car I bought in October. I can either pay it in monthly segments or all at once, but I still have to pay it. Anyway, I cannot help but daydream from time to time about just leaving everything behind. I feel awful and guilty whenever I fantasize about this, because now my mother needs my help more than ever. I still don't know what I am doing with my life. I feel like everything is just passing me by, nowadays. It's extremely hard for me to care about much anything nowadays, and I feel like I'm becoming more and more nihilistic everyday.
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Number XII: Larxene.
The Organization's Savage Nymph.