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TopicIm practicing self love for the first time
_____Cait
04/03/21 7:44:37 AM
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So long story short, I recently escaped a cult, got out of an me tally abusive relationship, got rid of some incredibly toxic friends, have been trying to be more organized at work and home, and am even being nice to myself by letting myself enjoy things.

Im a teacher, and this spring break, i finally, finally took time to myself. I bought some games ive always wanted to play, took care of some obligations id been putting off for years, am letting myself get closer to a girl who shows genuine i terest in me, am studying the native language in my country (I dont live in America) and realized my comprehension is improving, am exercising more often, trying to be patient and understanding like i used to be, and am just trying to take things day by day, instead of trying to control everything.

I never really understood self love, since growing up, i was taught to just trust our prophet in the church, so..... i never really thought for myself. After i left, i was scared and a bit angry. I realized i wasnt shaped by the church, i shaped myself, and i was a good person still. I chose to be good, because i wanted to be good.

anyway, im in a better mood than usual, and wanted to share. I dont hVe a lot of friends here, soi just wanted to get it out in public.

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