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Attitude_Era posted...

Everything is so much harder for me. Parents don't let me do anything. If I wanna move abroad then I will have to get a passport which they will never let me have. I always have this fear of losing my glasses or lenses too because I'm nearly blind without them. I don't ask much. I don't wanna get married or have kids. It is also possible that I may go blind in my 60s or 70s. There is family history of Glaucoma and Retinal detachment and I know I inherited some of those genes. I don't even wanna live that long. Just wanna live a few more years in a better place and have a better life.

I will say this, a good part of my life was spent fighting the religious portion of my upbringing. Thats a hard uphill battle when you cant watch Pokmon or Yu-Gi-Oh and get told youre the devil and or feel damned until you go to hell. Im latino too so they definitely had the Holy Belt +5 just as the standard.

I did that because I felt like the same way as you and perhaps you dont have to go through an entire miasma of crap like I did if youre smart about it

You have your brother, shit, maybe hed like to go too? Become the team you need to get the fuck outta there and move out. You cant feel bad when you have honest intentions and a love that is true for your fam.

Thats just my 2 cents though, I say this because I do have a cousin with the same feelings and he does have it a little bit better over there it seems in terms of freedom with his parents so me not saying it to you.. Id be remiss not to say it to you, become the Texas Rattlesnake