But enough about me. I get what you're saying. Having a girlfriend with you would certainly help the situation. If alcohol is necessary then I'm all for it in a unique case such as yours. Drink, drink away. Just don't forget to seize those dreams o' yours as best you can.
i have no dreams. I've always just been the type of guy who wants to find the right girl and that's it. And I did find her. She was sure that I was the one for her before I was. So I thought it was such a sure thing that I got so invested in our relationship. She talked about marriage and kids and I went along with it. We were perfect for each other. At least I thought we were. In some way I think we still kind of are, but now with how she's been acting lately... I don't know. I just don't know. There's not much I can say now. I've gotten to the point that yeah, if she grows the f*** up and wants to really commit to me, I could completely go along with it. But at the same time I don't think she could ever really get over what she did. It's sad. I really love her and she really loves me. However, at this point, I don't see how we could possibly work out together. Maybe the future will prove otherwise. Either way... at the very least I just gotta move on right now and forget about all of this bull s***.
From: Jeff Zero | #143
...on the internet, actually. I used to be a prominent writer on a certain website and had something of a following as a late teenager. She was one of the fine folks who really liked my stuff and we hit it off. For years I refused to act on it because I'd done long-distance before and didn't want to do so again, but when I started traveling the country she... came with me.
That's awesome. I have joined a few online dating sites since... everything fell through. No luck for me, as expected. I'm a believer in the whole "old fashioned" thing. But internet has become a big part of modern life now. I don't think meeting someone that way should at all be a stigma. It can work. I wish it would even work for me right now =/
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