Entry Four
Dear Diary,
It has been over a week since my last entry, and something terrible has happened. My daddy has left us. Mama said that he went quietly in his sleep and that he is in heaven now and I should be happy and not sad but I still see the tears running down her face when she reckons no one is looking. I yelled at her that she would have got a doctor but she hit me hard several times after that saying not to question her. I don't know why the doctor didn't come. Doctors make everything better and even I knew daddy was sick I just wanted him to be better! Why couldn't they make him better! It is so unfair!! Daddy won't be here anymore and when I think about it I cry and it is just not fair! I want daddy! I have not prayed at all since daddy left, God did not listen anyway. It is all useless. I miss him so much...
Mama says to be strong, but I don't wanna be strong. I want Daddy.
Then what Chris?
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Then what?