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I recently put my 15 year old dog down as well. My dad and brother cried visibly while it happened but I kinda stared in disbelief for like 30 minutes. I spent the next 20 minutes sitting at her side with my hands cupped around the sides of her head and staring at her in shock how it looked like she was just sleeping. My eyes got watery but I don't remember sheding a tear. I still felt like crap. Like other people have already said, people grieve in different ways. You're not a monster.