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Topic	My wife.... just came to me.... in the mail....
MannerSaurus 12/29/17 12:55:47 PM #89:	Smarkil posted... In any case TC, I don't think there's anyone here that can really understand what you're going through. It's one thing to lose a family member, a parent, grandparent, etc. but it's entirely different to lose the one you chose to spend your life with. It might be worth looking into some group counseling for grieving individuals. I'm not an expert on these kinds of things by any means, but I think maybe working with other people who have had the same experience as you could help. One way or another, you should find a professional who can help. Keep yourself going man. One of my good friends recently lost his wife and I see him posting about it every day on facebook. You're in a hard place, but don't go anywhere. The world still needs you. This was a really good post, thank you. I am seeing a councilor for intense grief therapy, but I may consider also doing group therapy like you said... especially if I can find one with people that have been widowed young. I also spend basically 24/7 around friends that I trust with my life, because I don't like to be alone with the incredibly loud silence that her physical absence creates. And I don't like to be alone with my thoughts for very long. And yeah... are you sure I'm not your friend on Facebook? lol. I literally have written 4 novels since the wreck. Some of my posts are like 19 paragraphs long. When my heart starts typing, I don't stop it or filter it. It writes whatever it wants and I just go along for the ride and hit enter. It's a very surreal feeling, being so disconnected from my body and the world around me. I thought I would feel more connected after the shock wore off, but I don't. I constantly feel like I'm in another dimension about to die of a broken heart, like I'm on my death bed. Like the world around me is fake and only my wife was real. That I had been deceived by this world, and now the eyes of my soul are wide open and I can never go back to who I was. --- Ever since the day you left, my path's been set unknown... How many years to walk this path alone? So why'd you close your eyes... why can't I shut mine? <cite>MannerSaurus posted [p:893068837] in My wife...... [t:76146184]...</cite> <quote><cite>Smarkil posted...</cite> <quote>In any case TC, I don't think there's anyone here that can really understand what you're going through. It's one thing to lose a family member, a parent, grandparent, etc. but it's entirely different to lose the one you chose to spend your life with. It might be worth looking into some group counseling for grieving individuals. I'm not an expert on these kinds of things by any means, but I think maybe working with other people who have had the same experience as you could help. One way or another, you should find a professional who can help. Keep yourself going man. One of my good friends recently lost his wife and I see him posting about it every day on facebook. You're in a hard place, but don't go anywhere. The world still needs you.</quote> This was a really good post, thank you. I am seeing a councilor for intense grief therapy, but I may consider also doing group therapy like you said... especially if I can find one with people that have been widowed young. I also spend basically 24/7 around friends that I trust with my life, because I don't like to be alone with the incredibly loud silence that her physical absence creates. And I don't like to be alone with my thoughts for very long. And yeah... are you sure I'm not your friend on Facebook? lol. I literally have written 4 novels since the wreck. Some of my posts are like 19 paragraphs long. When my heart starts typing, I don't stop it or filter it. It writes whatever it wants and I just go along for the ride and hit enter. It's a very surreal feeling, being so disconnected from my body and the world around me. I thought I would feel more connected after the shock wore off, but I don't. I constantly feel like I'm in another dimension about to die of a broken heart, like I'm on my death bed. Like the world around me is fake and only my wife was real. That I had been deceived by this world, and now the eyes of my soul are wide open and I can never go back to who I was. --- Ever since the day you left, my path's been set unknown... How many years to walk this path alone? So why'd you close your eyes... why can't I shut mine?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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