Like... everyone's. I know it isn't realistic on this Earth. But the darker my world gets, and the more painful breathing becomes...
Well. I just don't want anyone else to hurt. I don't want anyone to be sad...
Honestly, everyone has difficulty in life in some way. Some people have harder lives than others. There are some of us experiencing loss, others who have been abused or are very sick. We have no way of knowing how these experiences will shape our lives or the lives of those around us. Sometimes I'm sad, but it also makes me appreciate the good I do have in my life. I'm sorry you're going through so much right now, and that life is hard for you. If it's any consolation, there are some people here who wish they had the love you and your wife experienced together, even though her life was cut short, because some people don't have anyone to love.
Thank you for writing this. ---
Hoppe hoppe Reiter, und kein Engel steigt herab mein Herz schlagt nicht mehr weiter, NUR DER REGEN WEINT AM GRAB