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TopicMLP Social v2463: "I poisoned their pizzas with C4."
Malcrasternus
05/20/18 4:04:54 PM
#27:


Slowly I'm realizing that it's not work that keeps me from finding someone.

It's that I use work as an excuse to not go out and try to be happy. The "expected" years for me to have had a family of my own are starting to wind up, and all I've had to show for it instead is a tired, aching body and a bog-standard job.

I've been putting work before my own happiness, and I'm getting more and more concerned that it's going to pass me by completely.

On the flipside, the violence in my past and how I try to not let it rule over me now might be putting that drive for "normalcy" on steroids, as if I'm trying to catch up on all those bad years and creates all the anxiety I get from not having that family, or even a stable relationship in my life.

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