well it turns out I was just kicked and not banned since when I tried rejoining the server it worked
but then I fucked up immediately upon rejoining (suggested an idea re: channel permissions to help curb my bad behavior and pretty much got told "we aren't doing shit on your behalf, you just have to magically never have a bad mental health day ever again") so now I'm afraid I'm just gonna get kicked again because of that
is there anyone here who's familiar with dealing with the main channel crowd and can give me some help re: how to proceed? I feel like I'm stepping into a minefield tbh
stop saying retar ded ---
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