Fucking everything. I deserve to be the best. Its not fair that trash does better. I am perfect. I deserve to win at every opportunity. Stupid fucking mistakes can rot in hell. I need to win. I need it. Bad.
You know how everyone has that one thing that eats at them? Well, mine is especially bad. It causes my every thought and action and Ive had it. Its not even true but I still cant stop believing it. Its destroying everything. I am a genius. I am a ten. I should be better. I will give it 6 more years, then were gonna have some fun
Whats gonna happen in 6 years?
It can't be anything good. I hope he doesn't mean to... ---