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Topic	Andy Now Does Yet More Andy Nouns [ANDYMAN] Vol. 1: Self-deprecating, contained!
KujikawaRising 09/26/18 10:26:29 AM #142:	Survivor premiere night!! ...I wish I was actually excited, though. I don't think I've ever felt this level of apathy. Sigh... `Gaming:` Did not have time to game much last night. Only got in a boss fight and a few mooks in Xillia. The only thing to talk about is that while Ivar may be an idiot... he's got psychologically diagnosable issues. I sense anxiety issues and probably BPD. He feels abandoned by Milla and gets frantic over it, he idealizes Milla but devalues Jude due to delusions, he has a serious hero complex, he feels worthless every time Milla shuns him, he's extremely impulsive and gullible, his reactivity leads to a highly variable mood, he has intense anger he can't control, and because of it all, he probably has some sort of depression. BPD is a fitting, logical diagnosis. `Weight loss:` I hate my body sometimes. I went to bed at 10:30 and my body decided to be like "LOL" and wake me up before 8 am. Uh, hello? I was trying to get 8 hours of sleep. WHY did my body not allow me that? I got less than I have going to bed at 11. What the fuck? Makes no sense. I'll try this again tonight and hope my body doesn't decide to play more cruel tricks on me. I don't want even less if my body wakes me up in the middle of the night again. I'm not a morning person. Can I get a good night's rest when I need it? That was the entire point. Yesterday was semi-successful in fasting. Due to my over-eating from Friday to Monday, I needed extra calories for dinner. Weighed myself this morning, however, and I didn't gain anything - so that's AWESOME news! Step counts: Sunday: 2700 Monday: 16,200 Tuesday: 11,800 + yoga Total: 30,700 Awesome progress. So long as I get 12,500 today, I'll be in a prime position. Remember, this is RAW steps - I can't very well accept under 70,000 I actually walked. I have that wedding on Saturday, too, so I won't be a slug for that. Will need to catch up on sleep, though, if my body is going to be mean to me. No idea why. Maybe eating more will help my sleep better... `Song of the Day:` Because tonight. Russ Landau - Ancient Voices (Theme from "Survivor") https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjpBhWl55VA" data-time=" Phil tomorrow. --- https://imgur.com/t3naEGu I'm BlueCrystalTear, probably at work. <cite>KujikawaRising posted [p:909475296] in Andy Now D... [t:76821968]...</cite> <quote>Survivor premiere night!! ...I wish I was actually excited, though. I don't think I've ever felt this level of apathy. Sigh... <cite>Gaming:</cite> Did not have time to game much last night. Only got in a boss fight and a few mooks in Xillia. The only thing to talk about is that while Ivar may be an idiot... he's got psychologically diagnosable issues. I sense anxiety issues and probably BPD. He feels abandoned by Milla and gets frantic over it, he idealizes Milla but devalues Jude due to delusions, he has a serious hero complex, he feels worthless every time Milla shuns him, he's extremely impulsive and gullible, his reactivity leads to a highly variable mood, he has intense anger he can't control, and because of it all, he probably has some sort of depression. BPD is a fitting, logical diagnosis. <cite>Weight loss:</cite> I hate my body sometimes. I went to bed at 10:30 and my body decided to be like "LOL" and wake me up before 8 am. Uh, hello? I was trying to get 8 hours of sleep. WHY did my body not allow me that? I got less than I have going to bed at 11. What the fuck? Makes no sense. I'll try this again tonight and hope my body doesn't decide to play more cruel tricks on me. I don't want even less if my body wakes me up in the middle of the night again. I'm not a morning person. Can I get a good night's rest when I need it? That was the entire point. Yesterday was semi-successful in fasting. Due to my over-eating from Friday to Monday, I needed extra calories for dinner. Weighed myself this morning, however, and I didn't gain anything - so that's AWESOME news! Step counts: Sunday: 2700 Monday: 16,200 Tuesday: 11,800 + yoga Total: 30,700 Awesome progress. So long as I get 12,500 today, I'll be in a prime position. Remember, this is RAW steps - I can't very well accept under 70,000 I actually walked. I have that wedding on Saturday, too, so I won't be a slug for that. Will need to catch up on sleep, though, if my body is going to be mean to me. No idea why. Maybe eating more will help my sleep better... <cite>Song of the Day:</cite> Because tonight. Russ Landau - Ancient Voices (Theme from "Survivor") https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjpBhWl55VA" data-time=" Phil tomorrow. --- https://imgur.com/t3naEGu I'm BlueCrystalTear, probably at work.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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