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| Topic | Just wanted to let everyone know how I was doing |
| MannerSaurus 10/10/18 1:43:09 PM #13: | SmokeMassTree posted... What happened with you and @Jen0125 or @RCtheWSBC I've been snapping at people and turning on family and friends as my grief gets more toxic and I become more and more of a miserable prick the darker my depression goes. I was a complete douche to RC about something that didn't matter at all on Facebook and she didn't deserve it at all. I've been losing friends left and right and family has been distancing themselves from me (someone from my family actually said I'm "too depressing to be around"), but me being a fucking idiot to RC was entirely on me. She didn't do anything wrong and neither did Jen. It sucks cause I've known RC like 15 years, and Jen and RC are awesome people that really showed care for me in the horror of everything I'm going through, and I wish I could go back and take back my behavior... but yeah..... Basically, I just don't know how to direct my grief and behaved like a brat over nothing. --- Hoppe hoppe Reiter, und kein Engel steigt herab mein Herz schlagt nicht mehr weiter, NUR DER REGEN WEINT AM GRAB ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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