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11/20/18 10:31:56 PM
#344:


I used to get stalked during, how do call that period on school were you are around 13-16 years old? At the time it was really annoying (the stalking), mainly because this person was so persistent. The full story would be a looooooooooong one, so I'll just say that this person was one of the, if not the nicest person I had the pleasure of meeting.

During that time, I was (I still am, but not to the extreme) a very asocial person, and rude too. No good mornings to anyone, no serious extended talks, no good at teamwork. I was really annoying. So this person, who was very social, got told by a friend of mine that I liked her (which, at the time, I didn't even know her) so she took it really far. At first I didn't understood why her fixation over me. I didn't even tried to talk with her, just ignore.

So, it comes a point where I'm at my limit. I just tell her "Can you please stop? I don't like you, I don't know you, I don't want anything with you. Can you go away?" She stood there, laughed, and then told me "Yeah, okay. But you're coming to my house, right? You promised me 3 weeks ago that, you know I don't like promise breakers". I was furious at her, so I told her "Okay. Listen, we're going together okay? After that, you stop stalking and talking to me. Like, forever. Please". She thought I wasn't serious.

It's when at her house that surprised me. There was no one. I saw various photos of her with some other people (which I assumed, were her family) but no one was home. No cars, no one at the kitched (which was odd, since it was around 1:20 P.M., usually cooking/eating time) and...that's it. Just her. So when the food was ready (really basic pre-cooked food, but really tasty) I asked her where is everyone. She told me her parents work until very late (think 10:30 - 11:00 P.M., plus travel they usually arrived at 11:50 P.M.) and her youger sister and older brother both were as school, but did activities after school, so they arrived at 8:20 P.M. or so, so she was alone for like 7 hours? Like, almost daily.

That's when it struck me, "is this girl like this because she is lonely? I'm not like that, I like being alone." I asked her what's wrong with being alone, and she just answered "I mean...maybe for you. I don't really like that, I like talking with people because I can't talk to anyone in my family most of the time. Plus, no one really wants to be with me, like, in a serious manner because they think I'll just don't pay attention to them because I'll be busy talking with everyone. But that doesn't matter right now, because I'm with you right now, so that's okay!"

I was confused, but that story just defeated me. The tone of the voice, the serious look on her eyes, I just couldn't fight it. So I told her "Errr....yeah, we're huh...like a team, I guess. If that's what you want, I guess". And screams were...well, screamed I guess? She was happy.

Despite the good time here and there (from ~2007 until mid 2012), unfortunately, a terrible situation happened, and...I guess you can say it's only me from now on. It took me like 6 years to get that out of my head, but I guess I finally did. Like I say, this is like, the super short story, full version is, well, long. But you can probably take a guess on what happened, since I don't like how this next episode from iDOLM@STER is looking...

Edit: Also, excuse me for talking so much of my personal life here. Being a little open and absent minded nowadays does that, sorry sorry.
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