Because all the things that all decided to happen at once arent good things. And so Im stressing out a lot. And Im not getting enough sleep. And having to deal with people Id rather not deal with. I cant calm down. And Im in pain. And I need money. And I miss my BF. And I need more money. And just need things to go back to normal. So, stuff like that...
I'm still don't understand why you aren't happy. ---
I'd rather die helping others survive than be all alone, UNSCATHED, after all others have fallen -DEC