LogFAQs > #943441673

For me I just can't win. A game is for sure so much less fun to play with a guide, but missing anything also really really makes me feel bad so I just can't win for games with missables. I've grown to despise missables.

Getting near the end of P5R and I'm thinking I might just barely not have enough time to max all confidants and that has completely removed my motivation to play. I knew I'd hate the limited time aspect of the game and god damn do I hate it. Just let me do everything in one playthrough without needing a guide you bastards. Would it have killed them to just give me 2-3 more months of free time so theres no stress over it?

On the anime side of things I really want to watch a good mature anime that is clever and has a compelling plot but there aren't any that I haven't already seen. I think I know of literally every anime from the past 25 years. Whenever I look up recommendation it's all just stuff I already know about or shit shows that have like a 5/10 rating which I'm slowly also becoming familiar with.

Maybe I'll just catch up with the current seasonal garbage. I haven't quite committed to dropping god of highschool but I'm really close. I guess I could catch up on that shamelss power fantasy demon king one. Ugh, none of it sounds even remotely appealing right now. Still gotta kill 4 days until the new rpg maker comes out.

Oh yeah, I haven't mentioned my health in a while. Next month on the 17th I'm somehow gonna get to colorado and get a PICL procedure where they inject stem cells into the ligaments and muscles and joints of my cervical spine. From getting a digital motion x-ray I've found out I have massive instability in my neck that is crushing my spinal chord and brainstem. Hopefully that accounts for all my symptoms. Theres also a good chance it's caused my brain to start leaking CSF out of my left ear and nose, otherwise I'm not sure what that fluid is.

Because I have problems with anything being put into my bloodstream (either through eating or IV) I'm worried the anesthesia will kill me and also I won't be able to take pain medicine for the recovery so that sucks cause I'll likely be in a lot of pain. If it doesn't kill me though, the procedure has about a 95% success rate (and has never had any major complications) so I might FINALLY get my fucking life back after like 16 months of this hell. I wouldn't wish this shit on hitler. No one should have to go through this. If it turns out my symptoms are caused by something else, I don't know mentally how I'll go on.

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