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There was a guy at my uni who printed out these pamphlets and would hand them out to people. He basically made his own theory of civilisation and was trying to get people to buy into it. I only had one tutorial with him but as cringe as it was I still admire it. I eventually invented my own system and wrote a bunch of psychotic posts on Facebook about it.

The psychosis was so bad at one point I wrote something about an ongoing bus strike and spammed it to all my friends' Facebook walls, and then deleted half my friends. Obviously the impersonal nature of college without a group made me more interested in Facebook.

My friend (who didn't attend the uni) and I tagged a bunch of university buildings with chalk. That is a pretty cringe thing to do I guess.

I was definitely among the weirder people in my high school, I was a huge liar basically and made a ton of shit up all the time. People often took it at face value but I'm sure there are people who knew what was up as well. It definitely got me into a lot of bad situations. I had the same issue with my online friend group too in HS anyway. There is other stuff too. It wasn't as bad as in grade school so most of it is probably ly hormones.

Thank fucking god I normalized to some extent in college, despite the mental illness showing up. I think if I never went to college I'd still be high school me. But college and uni and even work was still an endless cringe fest. I've come to expect it of myself at this point and can basically only stop individual bad behaviors, never really stop having bad behavior generally.