Current Events > laziness is my biggest hurdle in life atm, i dunno how to combat it

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I think the biggest reason was my college years.

I have a practically useless degree in journalistic communication because i was lured to the "honorable" job and that kind of idealistic bullcrap.

The harm itself came from how easy it was going trough college. I used to be good at handling big, serious projects, likr in high school, but college is basically murdered my work ethics.

I am always pretty smart, and the stuff i studied was pretty basic shit, at least academically. Basically was on cruise mode trough college.

I would just go to class, dooze off, go home play videogame all night and when tests come, i would just photocopy friend's notes, skim it for a night and got A to A-.

That became habit, that the lack of challenge rusted my sense of responsibility and work ethics to the mess i am now.

Even when working half assed trough my bachelor thesis, i still graduated with 3.5 GPA

I mean yea, the useless degree barred me for some carreer path i could excel in, but the biggest harm the utter destruction of soft skill as a worker, as 4 years of conditioning in cruise mode destroyed me as a person.

Turns out, at work, regardless of skill you have to actually DO something, and i spent 4 years sitting on my ass getting results.

This is probably my biggest regret in life, and probably gonna spend the next decade fixing this. Slowly.

Tl;dr strive makes people strong, i lack strive in life makes me weak
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just start drinking

I like how people combat the "No illegal drug discussion!" rule with just suggesting alcoholism to others. lmao

ReedRothchiId posted...

just start drinking

Nah, i rarely indulge cos i hate hangover. I drink like once a month tops.

My vices is being a snob on internet forum basking in my illusion of grandiose and try to sustain this fragile house of cards however i can.
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SaithSayer posted...

I like how people combat the "No illegal drug discussion!" rule with just suggesting alcoholism to others. lmao

If shitposting on internet was a career, most of ce would be millionaire atm.
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SaithSayer posted...

I like how people combat the "No illegal drug discussion!" rule with just suggesting alcoholism to others. lmao

How would you like to die today motherfucker?

ReedRothchiId posted...

SaithSayer posted...

I like how people combat the "No illegal drug discussion!" rule with just suggesting alcoholism to others. lmao

How would you like to die today motherfucker?

Not with cirrhosis.

SaithSayer posted...

ReedRothchiId posted...

SaithSayer posted...

I like how people combat the "No illegal drug discussion!" rule with just suggesting alcoholism to others. lmao

How would you like to die today motherfucker?

Not with cirrhosis.

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