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Sunhawk 10/04/21 7:03:42 AM #1:	And in what way? How much of a chance, if any, is there of recovery? --- It has been 0 days since something interesting happened. Thrill me, chill me, fulfil me. <cite>Sunhawk posted [p:958675599] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>And in what way? How much of a chance, if any, is there of recovery? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
nfearurspecimn 10/04/21 7:23:36 AM #2:	I mean probably. I'm so inexperienced at real life I'll probably fall apart without a lot of support. --- Wake up. You have to wake up. currently a preta/hungry ghost Dai Grepher: I was wrong. My entire theory is incorrect. Zero Mission IS a remake of Metroid. <cite>nfearurspecimn posted [p:958675822] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I mean probably. I'm so inexperienced at real life I'll probably fall apart without a lot of support. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Sunhawk 10/04/21 7:24:54 AM #3:	Why? I've never understood you, catboy. What do you do for a living? How do you live? --- It has been 0 days since something interesting happened. Thrill me, chill me, fulfil me. <cite>Sunhawk posted [p:958675833] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Why? I've never understood you, catboy. What do you do for a living? How do you live? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
HaVeNII7 10/04/21 7:33:17 AM #4:	I didnt finish college as far as I wanted, and now Im working a factory job for $20/hr. Which is actually solid cash where I live, my apartment is only $600/month, and my wife also works. So were making more than we spend and can afford thing thankfully. I got an associates in IT, dropped out before getting a bachelors because I was so depressed. But anywhere I apply wants a bachelors. Havent been able to get on anywhere, and couldnt here regardless since theres nothing in this area. Id have to move or make a long commute. Its not bad, and Im happy but I definitely feel like Ive made some poor choices which couldve made life much easier for me. --- PSN/Steam: HaVeNII7 <cite>HaVeNII7 posted [p:958675950] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I didnt finish college as far as I wanted, and now Im working a factory job for $20/hr. Which is actually solid cash where I live, my apartment is only $600/month, and my wife also works. So were making more than we spend and can afford thing thankfully. I got an associates in IT, dropped out before getting a bachelors because I was so depressed. But anywhere I apply wants a bachelors. Havent been able to get on anywhere, and couldnt here regardless since theres nothing in this area. Id have to move or make a long commute. Its not bad, and Im happy but I definitely feel like Ive made some poor choices which couldve made life much easier for me. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Xethuminra 10/04/21 7:40:09 AM #6:	lol Im fine Seriously considering giving up food (ew) and gravity tho (why not everyone else is doing it!) <cite>Xethuminra posted [p:958676026] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>lol Im fine Seriously considering giving up food (ew) and gravity tho (why not everyone else is doing it!) </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
rivers 10/04/21 5:34:07 PM #7:	nuked my career and have fallen out of touch with people over the last couple of years on the other hand, i have grown enough wealth to leave society--looking at property in northern idaho, i think you like that state--for the rest of my life --- equites quattuor in saeculum saeculi 4h4l <cite>rivers posted [p:958692207] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>nuked my career and have fallen out of touch with people over the last couple of years on the other hand, i have grown enough wealth to leave society--looking at property in northern idaho, i think you like that state--for the rest of my life </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Ratchetrockon 10/04/21 5:37:08 PM #8:	honestly im a loser. even my sister tells me this sometimes. makes me feel bad i'm an alcoholic now it the only thing that makes me happy. some of my hair is graying from the stress i think and im only 25 --- I'm a Taurus I like collecting headphones and iems. My fave game of all time is DMC 3 SE on PC w/ style switch mod. IMO it the best button masher on earth <cite>Ratchetrockon posted [p:958692279] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>honestly im a loser. even my sister tells me this sometimes. makes me feel bad i'm an alcoholic now it the only thing that makes me happy. some of my hair is graying from the stress i think and im only 25 </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Hornswoggled 10/04/21 5:38:13 PM #9:	TBF it's debatable how much choice I had in the way things turned out for me. <cite>Hornswoggled posted [p:958692315] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>TBF it's debatable how much choice I had in the way things turned out for me. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Guide 10/04/21 5:38:15 PM #10:	Somehow all my fuckups landed me a dream girl and another set of rich potential inlaws i really am just lucky, don't deserve shit tbh --- evening main 2.4356848e+91 https://youtu.be/Acn5IptKWQU <cite>Guide posted [p:958692317] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Somehow all my fuckups landed me a dream girl and another set of rich potential inlaws i really am just lucky, don't deserve shit tbh </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Giant_Aspirin 10/04/21 5:38:46 PM #11:	my life hasn't been "ruined" in any way. sorry snu snu --- Playing: Yakuza 5 Remaster I hope something good happens to you today <cite>Giant_Aspirin posted [p:958692329] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>my life hasn't been "ruined" in any way. sorry snu snu </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TrollTrace 10/04/21 5:48:09 PM #12:	I am in recovery. I have a felony conviction, am on SSDI and take medication for schizophrenia. I also live with my parents. With that said i have accomplished a lot these last 4 years. I am doing really well. This year i grew my net worth to over 10k. Overall life is getting better. I have been sober for 3 years. This year i quit drinking soda. I have lost 15lbs since july too and my medication has been reduced. <cite>TrollTrace posted [p:958692609] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I am in recovery. I have a felony conviction, am on SSDI and take medication for schizophrenia. I also live with my parents. With that said i have accomplished a lot these last 4 years. I am doing really well. This year i grew my net worth to over 10k. Overall life is getting better. I have been sober for 3 years. This year i quit drinking soda. I have lost 15lbs since july too and my medication has been reduced. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
JBaLLEN66 10/04/21 5:55:23 PM #13:	wasted most of my twenties on a degree I dont use, a dead end career, and not applying myself. Im in the process of recovery though. --- The Legend of Zelda Breath of the Wild is the worst Zelda Game by far. <cite>JBaLLEN66 posted [p:958692818] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>wasted most of my twenties on a degree I dont use, a dead end career, and not applying myself. Im in the process of recovery though. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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LordYeezus 10/04/21 6:00:51 PM #15:	Can't say I played all my cards right, but it's all good as long as im healthy and safe. --- Life feels like one big gamble and I'm losing every bet. <cite>LordYeezus posted [p:958692987] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Can't say I played all my cards right, but it's all good as long as im healthy and safe. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TheRadiant 10/04/21 6:32:48 PM #17:	I'm 36 and work at Wal-Mart --- She/her <cite>TheRadiant posted [p:958693910] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I'm 36 and work at Wal-Mart </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Arcanine2009 10/05/21 11:57:27 PM #18:	I lost two jobs this year. Last one stings particularly because I never spoke against my nightmare of a manager to her boss, and it ended in a bit good way, downright illegal on their end. I also know several people in that job from a previous job in other departments I am really cool with. One of my good friends actually referenced me my last job. I made a lot of good friends, but it feels so shameful now and I feel like I let him down --- Less is more. Everything you want, isn't everything you need. <cite>Arcanine2009 posted [p:958747957] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I lost two jobs this year. Last one stings particularly because I never spoke against my nightmare of a manager to her boss, and it ended in a bit good way, downright illegal on their end. I also know several people in that job from a previous job in other departments I am really cool with. One of my good friends actually referenced me my last job. I made a lot of good friends, but it feels so shameful now and I feel like I let him down </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
dj1200 10/06/21 12:03:54 AM #19:	I had two kids out of wedlock. I live with mom and am 36. hmm. Nothing else I guess. --- "It was so ridiculous and I have so many feelings about it." -Virtual Energies <cite>dj1200 posted [p:958748109] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I had two kids out of wedlock. I live with mom and am 36. hmm. Nothing else I guess. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
weekoldhotdog 10/06/21 12:04:53 AM #20:	You can't compare apples to oranges unless you have an orange to compare your apple to. In other words, without knowing what you missed out on, it's hard to say your life has been "ruined" --- Y helo thar buttsecks <cite>weekoldhotdog posted [p:958748131] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>You can't compare apples to oranges unless you have an orange to compare your apple to. In other words, without knowing what you missed out on, it's hard to say your life has been "ruined" </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
dj1200 10/06/21 12:04:59 AM #21:	Got in a horrible car accident at 18 and got a traumatic brain injury which totally changed my life but it wasnt my fault. --- "It was so ridiculous and I have so many feelings about it." -Virtual Energies <cite>dj1200 posted [p:958748134] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Got in a horrible car accident at 18 and got a traumatic brain injury which totally changed my life but it wasnt my fault. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
_HayleyWilliams 10/06/21 12:06:13 AM #22:	I just un-ruined it --- hockeybub89 <cite>_HayleyWilliams posted [p:958748168] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I just un-ruined it </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
joe40001 10/06/21 12:07:28 AM #23:	VioletMassacre posted... Nah, life ruined me. Hornswoggled posted... TBF it's debatable how much choice I had in the way things turned out for me. Yep. Also I'm shocked how miserable we all seem to be. Is everybody over 20 or so just miserable? I feel like I remember a time where misery wasn't the norm. But maybe that's just what childhood looks like until you know better. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 <cite>joe40001 posted [p:958748195] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>VioletMassacre posted... </cite> <quote>Nah, life ruined me.</quote> Hornswoggled posted... </cite> <quote>TBF it's debatable how much choice I had in the way things turned out for me.</quote> Yep. Also I'm shocked how miserable we all seem to be. Is everybody over 20 or so just miserable? I feel like I remember a time where misery wasn't the norm. But maybe that's just what childhood looks like until you know better. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Bloodmoon77 10/06/21 12:35:52 AM #25:	I could uh be gone for a while --- I wouldn't trust this company with making a cheese sandwich, they'd start an additional kickstarter for the mayo-ssjmatthew on Comcept's MN9 <cite>Bloodmoon77 posted [p:958748847] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I could uh be gone for a while </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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joe40001 10/06/21 12:36:55 AM #27:	dantesdmc posted... Similar feels here. Everything starts to feel stale after a certain age. Sometimes people tell me the endless miserable I feel isn't normal, it's just depression. I feel a bit better when I believe them, that life isn't supposed to be this way, even though the misery doesn't go away. I haven't really believed them much lately. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 <cite>joe40001 posted [p:958748874] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>dantesdmc posted... </cite> <quote>Similar feels here. Everything starts to feel stale after a certain age.</quote> Sometimes people tell me the endless miserable I feel isn't normal, it's just depression. I feel a bit better when I believe them, that life isn't supposed to be this way, even though the misery doesn't go away. I haven't really believed them much lately. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
weekoldhotdog 10/06/21 12:37:25 AM #28:	your life could be "ruined" based on the fact that you deeded one time instead of giving life to the richest man on the planet one day --- Y helo thar buttsecks <cite>weekoldhotdog posted [p:958748885] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>your life could be "ruined" based on the fact that you deeded one time instead of giving life to the richest man on the planet one day </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
weekoldhotdog 10/06/21 12:39:07 AM #29:	The butterfly effect suggests there are infinite versions of you living various yous throughout the multiverse, from terrible to awesome. --- Y helo thar buttsecks <cite>weekoldhotdog posted [p:958748917] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>The butterfly effect suggests there are infinite versions of you living various yous throughout the multiverse, from terrible to awesome. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
joe40001 10/06/21 12:40:21 AM #30:	weekoldhotdog posted... The butterfly effect suggests there are infinite versions of you living various yous throughout the multiverse, from terrible to awesome. That's not what the butterfly effect says. That's just regular multiverse theory. The butterfly effect is a different thing about small influences on chaotic systems. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 <cite>joe40001 posted [p:958748941] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>weekoldhotdog posted... </cite> <quote>The butterfly effect suggests there are infinite versions of you living various yous throughout the multiverse, from terrible to awesome.</quote> That's not what the butterfly effect says. That's just regular multiverse theory. The butterfly effect is a different thing about small influences on chaotic systems. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Medussa 10/06/21 12:40:44 AM #31:	would literally take time travel to fix it. and even then, it would be a shit life, just somewhat less so --- Boom! That's right, this is all happening! You cannot change the channel now! the media's gonna put a negative spin on this, like when we killed that guy. <cite>Medussa posted [p:958748950] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>would literally take time travel to fix it. and even then, it would be a shit life, just somewhat less so </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GMAK2442 10/06/21 12:41:21 AM #32:	I never ruined anything. I though I did when I was young. In fact, I was winning the races. --- For The Universe!!! <cite>GMAK2442 posted [p:958748963] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I never ruined anything. I though I did when I was young. In fact, I was winning the races. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
weekoldhotdog 10/06/21 12:44:23 AM #33:	joe40001 posted... That's not what the butterfly effect says. That's just regular multiverse theory. The butterfly effect is a different thing about small influences on chaotic systems. You're not taking that and applying it to the multiverse theory tho. Obv if you crumple a leaf, many things could happen. Chaos theory says that the worst WILL happen. Butterfly effect suggest that a bug squished on a london sidewalk could have an effect on the population of birds in New York. Multiverse theory applies all of this and says it's happening, every variation from bad to best is taking place. --- Y helo thar buttsecks <cite>weekoldhotdog posted [p:958749043] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>joe40001 posted... </cite> <quote>That's not what the butterfly effect says. That's just regular multiverse theory. The butterfly effect is a different thing about small influences on chaotic systems.</quote> You're not taking that and applying it to the multiverse theory tho. Obv if you crumple a leaf, many things could happen. Chaos theory says that the worst WILL happen. Butterfly effect suggest that a bug squished on a london sidewalk could have an effect on the population of birds in New York. Multiverse theory applies all of this and says it's happening, every variation from bad to best is taking place. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BloodMoon7 10/06/21 12:45:48 AM #34:	Most of the things wrong with my life are out of my control so there's not much to do there. Of course some things are indeed my fault but I always try to keep silent about the consequences I inflict upon myself. Many of which are also a lost cause, you can't move backward, you can only regress. --- My maid will hear about this. <cite>BloodMoon7 posted [p:958749078] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Most of the things wrong with my life are out of my control so there's not much to do there. Of course some things are indeed my fault but I always try to keep silent about the consequences I inflict upon myself. Many of which are also a lost cause, you can't move backward, you can only regress. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
joe40001 10/06/21 12:48:21 AM #35:	weekoldhotdog posted... You're not taking that and applying it to the multiverse theory tho. Obv if you crumple a leaf, many things could happen. Chaos theory says that the worst WILL happen. Butterfly effect suggest that a bug squished on a london sidewalk could have an effect on the population of birds in New York. Multiverse theory applies all of this and says it's happening, every variation from bad to best is taking place. You are getting your terms mixed up. What you said was not chaos theory. The "Chaos" in Chaos theory relates to the mathematical concept and not Jared Leto's joker. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 <cite>joe40001 posted [p:958749129] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>weekoldhotdog posted... </cite> <quote>You're not taking that and applying it to the multiverse theory tho. Obv if you crumple a leaf, many things could happen. Chaos theory says that the worst WILL happen. Butterfly effect suggest that a bug squished on a london sidewalk could have an effect on the population of birds in New York. Multiverse theory applies all of this and says it's happening, every variation from bad to best is taking place.</quote> You are getting your terms mixed up. What you said was not chaos theory. The "Chaos" in Chaos theory relates to the mathematical concept and not Jared Leto's joker. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
weekoldhotdog 10/06/21 12:55:35 AM #36:	joe40001 posted... You are getting your terms mixed up. What you said was not chaos theory. The "Chaos" in Chaos theory relates to the mathematical concept and not Jared Leto's joker. But I did say that, without any mixup. Mathematically speaking, whatever can happen, will happen. --- Y helo thar buttsecks <cite>weekoldhotdog posted [p:958749277] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>joe40001 posted... </cite> <quote>You are getting your terms mixed up. What you said was not chaos theory. The "Chaos" in Chaos theory relates to the mathematical concept and not Jared Leto's joker.</quote> But I did say that, without any mixup. Mathematically speaking, whatever can happen, will happen. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TrainerNeo_02 10/06/21 12:56:02 AM #37:	Sunhawk posted... And in what way? How much of a chance, if any, is there of recovery? Was a snitch when I was younger due to being taught that way for so long, made no friends and got bullied a lot, didnt know why I got bullied so I started pointing fingers at random aspects of myself that resulted in terribly low self-esteem. Not to mention my ADHD caused me to get horrendous grades in school. They were so bad that I guess I became delusional that there was some reason, that there was something different about me. Which was my ADHD, but I didnt know that. It developed into strong narcissism which I blame for losing my most important friends. And now, theres so many things I cant do because of what I think is wrong with myself. Theres a huge chance of recovery if I actually try, but usually Trying just results in worsening it so I guess I dont know. --- Hush, I'm trying to tell the truth, my truth. They all exist in holes in reality. Let's take a peek through, and find only one of the truths. <cite>TrainerNeo_02 posted [p:958749287] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Sunhawk posted... </cite> <quote>And in what way? How much of a chance, if any, is there of recovery?</quote>Was a snitch when I was younger due to being taught that way for so long, made no friends and got bullied a lot, didnt know why I got bullied so I started pointing fingers at random aspects of myself that resulted in terribly low self-esteem. Not to mention my ADHD caused me to get horrendous grades in school. They were so bad that I guess I became delusional that there was some reason, that there was something different about me. Which was my ADHD, but I didnt know that. It developed into strong narcissism which I blame for losing my most important friends. And now, theres so many things I cant do because of what I think is wrong with myself. Theres a huge chance of recovery if I actually try, but usually Trying just results in worsening it so I guess I dont know. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
joe40001 10/06/21 1:00:41 AM #38:	weekoldhotdog posted... But I did say that, without any mixup. Mathematically speaking, whatever can happen, will happen. No, ugh, that's just wrong on like 8 different levels and not what you said: You said: weekoldhotdog posted... Chaos theory says that the worst WILL happen. Which is wrong. You also said: Butterfly effect suggest that a bug squished on a london sidewalk could have an effect on the population of birds in New York. Which is moderately accurate, but goes against what you said before which was: weekoldhotdog posted... The butterfly effect suggests there are infinite versions of you living various yous throughout the multiverse, from terrible to awesome. And this is inaccurate. The butterfly effect is a separate concept from multiverse theory. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 <cite>joe40001 posted [p:958749399] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>weekoldhotdog posted... </cite> <quote>But I did say that, without any mixup. Mathematically speaking, whatever can happen, will happen.</quote> No, ugh, that's just wrong on like 8 different levels and not what you said: You said: weekoldhotdog posted... </cite> <quote>Chaos theory says that the worst WILL happen.</quote> Which is wrong. You also said: <quote>Butterfly effect suggest that a bug squished on a london sidewalk could have an effect on the population of birds in New York.</quote> Which is moderately accurate, but goes against what you said before which was: weekoldhotdog posted... </cite> <quote>The butterfly effect suggests there are infinite versions of you living various yous throughout the multiverse, from terrible to awesome.</quote> And this is inaccurate. The butterfly effect is a separate concept from multiverse theory. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
weekoldhotdog 10/06/21 1:08:13 AM #39:	joe40001 posted... No, ugh, that's just wrong on like 8 different levels and not what you said: You said: Which is wrong. You also said: Which is moderately accurate, but goes against what you said before which was: And this is inaccurate. The butterfly effect is a separate concept from multiverse theory. ah, so me not being entirely accurate (by omitting words rather than outright being wrong) but later clarifying my understanding is what set this off. Well, at least know that I understand both concepts and I wished to apply them both for the benefit of the conversation? --- Y helo thar buttsecks <cite>weekoldhotdog posted [p:958749566] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>joe40001 posted... </cite> <quote>No, ugh, that's just wrong on like 8 different levels and not what you said: You said: Which is wrong. You also said: Which is moderately accurate, but goes against what you said before which was: And this is inaccurate. The butterfly effect is a separate concept from multiverse theory.</quote> ah, so me not being entirely accurate (by omitting words rather than outright being wrong) but later clarifying my understanding is what set this off. Well, at least know that I understand both concepts and I wished to apply them both for the benefit of the conversation? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Bad_Mojo 10/06/21 1:08:59 AM #40:	7/10? --- https://i.imgtc.com/hQ5SuG6.gif https://i.imgtc.com/QrhAq36.gif https://i.imgtc.com/Yjov9DU.gif <cite>Bad_Mojo posted [p:958749585] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>7/10? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SamsungGearS2 10/06/21 1:10:20 AM #41:	Im debt free and under 30. E: Having said that, Im single with no chance of a relationship, and work in a career Ive grown to despise. --- Devices: iPhone 12 Blue, HP Envy x360, Dell Inspiron 545S, Kindle Fire HD 10 White, 2018 Toyota Corolla LE Barcelona Red, 2017 Ford Focus ST Tuxedo Black <cite>SamsungGearS2 posted [p:958749613] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Im debt free and under 30. E: Having said that, Im single with no chance of a relationship, and work in a career Ive grown to despise. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DD Divine 10/06/21 1:29:21 AM #42:	I have a late start on things. I got comfortable with a good paying job at 23 with no real room for advancement and about 5 years ago that job took a hit so I make significantly less now and I've grown to despise the job. So I started to work on becoming a teacher at 42 at probably the worst time in existence, but Im really good with kids despite not having any. I honestly cant look at pictures of myself as a kid and not think that I disappointed him. I just feel like a mess. --- while driving yesterday I saw a banana peel in the road and I instinctively swerved to miss it, thanks a lot Mario Kart. <cite>DD Divine posted [p:958749947] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I have a late start on things. I got comfortable with a good paying job at 23 with no real room for advancement and about 5 years ago that job took a hit so I make significantly less now and I've grown to despise the job. So I started to work on becoming a teacher at 42 at probably the worst time in existence, but Im really good with kids despite not having any. I honestly cant look at pictures of myself as a kid and not think that I disappointed him. I just feel like a mess. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
joe40001 10/06/21 1:56:40 AM #43:	DD Divine posted... I honestly cant look at pictures of myself as a kid and not think that I disappointed him. I just feel like a mess. Nothing makes me sadder than thinking about myself as a child and how much hope he had for the future and how hurt he would be knowing the truth of what would happen to him. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 <cite>joe40001 posted [p:958750435] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>DD Divine posted... </cite> <quote>I honestly cant look at pictures of myself as a kid and not think that I disappointed him. I just feel like a mess.</quote> Nothing makes me sadder than thinking about myself as a child and how much hope he had for the future and how hurt he would be knowing the truth of what would happen to him. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MedeaLysistrata 10/06/21 2:01:34 AM #44:	Badly --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:958750521] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Badly </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Arcanine2009 10/06/21 2:02:51 AM #45:	If you guys were to talk to your younger selves, I think they would forgive you and tell you that as long as you are happy, in good health and just independent, that's all it matters. And its no too late to turn your life around and be happy and become the best version of you, if you aren't. --- Less is more. Everything you want, isn't everything you need. <cite>Arcanine2009 posted [p:958750545] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>If you guys were to talk to your younger selves, I think they would forgive you and tell you that as long as you are happy, in good health and just independent, that's all it matters. And its no too late to turn your life around and be happy and become the best version of you, if you aren't. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MedeaLysistrata 10/06/21 2:03:31 AM #46:	I guess this just depends on the depth of your personal concept of communication in elementary school Where they don't sort kids into streams --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:958750559] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I guess this just depends on the depth of your personal concept of communication in elementary school Where they don't sort kids into streams </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
joe40001 10/06/21 2:05:23 AM #47:	Arcanine2009 posted... If you guys were to talk to your younger selves, I think they would forgive you and tell you that as long as you are happy, in good health and just independent, that's all it matters. And its no too late to turn your life around and be happy and become the best version of you, if you aren't. I'm so very very very unhappy though. And I'm so incredibly sorry for how much hurt he has in front of him. He deserved better. Maybe I don't, but he did. He was a good kid. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 <cite>joe40001 posted [p:958750585] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Arcanine2009 posted... </cite> <quote>If you guys were to talk to your younger selves, I think they would forgive you and tell you that as long as you are happy, in good health and just independent, that's all it matters. And its no too late to turn your life around and be happy and become the best version of you, if you aren't.</quote> I'm so very very very unhappy though. And I'm so incredibly sorry for how much hurt he has in front of him. He deserved better. Maybe I don't, but he did. He was a good kid. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Inferno Dive Dragoon 10/06/21 2:07:39 AM #48:	I've been homeless for 4 and a half years. At this point I'm just excess human stock waiting to die off, there's simply no hope. --- TCF <cite>Inferno Dive Dragoon posted [p:958750616] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>I've been homeless for 4 and a half years. At this point I'm just excess human stock waiting to die off, there's simply no hope.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Arcanine2009 10/06/21 2:08:20 AM #49:	joe40001 posted... I'm so very very very unhappy though. And I'm so incredibly sorry for how much hurt he has in front of him. He deserved better. Maybe I don't, but he did. He was a good kid. You're a good man. Forgiving yourself is the first step. Why are you really unhappy? --- Less is more. Everything you want, isn't everything you need. <cite>Arcanine2009 posted [p:958750628] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>joe40001 posted... </cite> <quote>I'm so very very very unhappy though. And I'm so incredibly sorry for how much hurt he has in front of him. He deserved better. Maybe I don't, but he did. He was a good kid.</quote>You're a good man. Forgiving yourself is the first step. Why are you really unhappy? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
joe40001 10/06/21 2:10:25 AM #50:	Arcanine2009 posted... You're a good man. Forgiving yourself is the first step. Why are you really unhappy? Because I'm so very lonely, and I have nothing that brings me joy or excitement. Nothing I look forward to and nothing that feels fun. I loved having hopes, dreams, and a purpose. And I don't have any of those. I feel powerless and empty and scared. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 <cite>joe40001 posted [p:958750659] in How badly ... [t:79692730]...</cite> <quote>Arcanine2009 posted... </cite> <quote>You're a good man. Forgiving yourself is the first step. Why are you really unhappy?</quote> Because I'm so very lonely, and I have nothing that brings me joy or excitement. Nothing I look forward to and nothing that feels fun. I loved having hopes, dreams, and a purpose. And I don't have any of those. I feel powerless and empty and scared. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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