Poll of the Day > My girlfriend passed away two weeks ago and I hooked up over the weekend.

(+) Yeah! (+)

I'm pretty sure I'm completely emotionless and empty af at this point.

AMA.
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Everyone grieves in their own way. Don't beat yourself up over it.

Q: Should I main Kayle or find someone new? I love the carry potential, I like the ADC gameplay without having to actually be a squishy, helpless ADC, but I hate how I have to live in fear for the first 10-15 minutes.
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I have never played LOL but I'm going to say you should main Kayle.
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What did she die of?
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Kayle is a terrible adc
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She passed away due to an epileptic seizure and aspirating on vomit, essentially drowning in her lungs. It haunts me to know I wasn't there and that I couldn't have saved her. It haunts me to know she may have been suffering.
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I'd probably be the same honestly. Just dead inside and bang away for a little while.
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My condolences, by the way.
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That really sucks man. My condolences.
Sounds like a really shitty way to die : (
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Indeed. I'm pretty much dead inside. The tinder chick is an absolute mess and I'm just like...okay.

Cause there's no way in hell I will date seriously for the longest time. It feels horrible to try and move on, I don't want to move on :( She was the one.
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That's harsh, sorry dude.

Sorry for your loss buddy.
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I don't even know what to say man, all i can think of is I'm sorry for your lose : (
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Thanks guys :( I appreciate it. I've been pretty mellow over the past few days but I need to go through her phone today to get all our photos...I'm not strong enough to do that.
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*cries, and offers a hug* ;.;
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rate/10

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we were a cute couple tbh
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Have you gone to a grief counselor yet?
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I'm sorry to hear this man. How long where you together? I don't mean to be nosy but it sometimes helps to remember the good times and the life a loved one lived rather than the end of the journey or at least it did for me.
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RCtheWSBC posted...

Have you gone to a grief counselor yet?

Sort of. I'll hyu on FB
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wwinterj25 posted...

I'm sorry to hear this man. How long where you together? I don't mean to be nosy but it sometimes helps to remember the good times and the life a loved one lived rather than the end of the journey or at least it did for me.

a ****ing year. I'm very picky (dumb) when it comes to serious relationships, so this shit just meshed ever since the beginning. I've changed soooooooo much over the past couple of years, she really opened me up honestly.
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Sorry for your loss
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sorry

urmomishawt04 posted...

She passed away due to an epileptic seizure and aspirating on vomit, essentially drowning in her lungs. It haunts me to know I wasn't there and that I couldn't have saved her. It haunts me to know she may have been suffering.

fuck dude, jesus
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Thanks guys.

I just snapped a few moments ago but now I'm back in reality. Woosh. Life blows.
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urmomishawt04 posted...

She passed away due to an epileptic seizure and aspirating on vomit, essentially drowning in her lungs. It haunts me to know I wasn't there and that I couldn't have saved her. It haunts me to know she may have been suffering.

Sorry for your loss
If it's any consolation nociception is shut down during epileptic seizures. So if she was still seizing when she died, she didn't feel a thing.
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Hmmm..
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My girlfriend sometimes laugh so hard she starts choking.
One time it got pretty bad and she was crying afterwards because she thought she would die.

Especially after that experience, I get scared everytime she stops breathing when she laughs : (
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Sorry to hear that, man. You just do what you gotta do to deal, ok?
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;(
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Erik_P posted...

Sorry for your loss buddy.

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