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I had a good day today, but then my coffee wore off and my mood went completely south
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Since 5th grade
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no
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I have depression yes.
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3deep5u posted...

I had a good day today, but then my coffee wore off and my mood went completely south

You ever been down south?
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RedWhiteBlue posted...

post

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Lmao

I'm so sad
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Yeah, always.
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glitteringfairy posted...

You ever been down south?

i live in florida, so yeah

also it stinks down there on a girl if they haven't washed..... like really badly
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Posting
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I quit my medication tbh but my wife is gonna help me through it
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Giles Corey - I'm Going To Do It

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGL5SXrCFXk

lyrics:
There is no self to kill
A city of gardens

I'm going to kill my self
To kill my self
To kill my self
I'm going to kill my self
So there won't be nothing left

I'm going to remove my self
Remove myself
Remove myself
I'm going to remove my self
So there won't be nothing left

Because you are everyone you hate
When you're asleep or awake
All the choices you've made

You are everyone you hate
And it is ruining your life

Hey I'm depressed. Been depressed since 2004 and never been on medication

idk what i am
theres no reason to feel this way

i have a roof over my head
i have food
i have the internet
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giantblimpN7 posted...

Lmao

I'm so sad

lol
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moody bidoof > arceus
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giantblimpN7 posted...

Lmao

I'm so sad

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I'm a depressed, stressed mess.
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Wellbutrin and lexapro prevent my depression.
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CrimsonRage posted...

how did depression get so widespread

how did depressed people in the ancient past live

I hate to imagine how they lived.
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MrBobGray posted...

Wellbutrin and lexapro prevent my depression.

I imagine they also prevent you from having emotions and a sex drive.
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3deep5u posted...

MrBobGray posted...

Wellbutrin and lexapro prevent my depression.

I imagine they also prevent you from having emotions and a sex drive.

Nah. I actually last longer in the bedroom now.
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Patron Saint of Bridge Burners - Crystal Meth Blues

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZCl6Gm14Y4

Lyrics:
Somewhere in the back of my memory elbow and glass collide Smell of burning shower curtains today Ill stay on your good side I promise not to get too drunk I promise not to eat today I promise just another pill or two, then Ill be ok Somewhere in the back of my memory foot and mouth collide I know you think I could have done better I swear to god I tried I promise not to get too drunk I promise not to get fucked up I promise just another drink or two, that will be enough I promise I wont yell no more, kick your brother to the floor I promise I wont make your mother cry Your promises were always lies You said if I ever ran away, you would cry everyday I know youre sorry.

MrBobGray posted...

Nah. I actually last longer in the bedroom now.

I couldn't stay hard on 150 mg of effexor unless it was morning
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flatsound - don't forget

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wE8eOCMu7A

lyrics:
You said you were done
Well, how done?
Because you wrote "Don't forget" on your arm
When you were drunk
And I got mad at the fact
That you had to remind yourself at all
I got mad when I shouldn't have
It's just that I got so scared
That you had already forgot

But now, I'm looking for a time machine
Or anyone who can justify why I've been gone
Or anyone to lie to me
They could say that they understand the things I've done
But Neal said that I don't need him
I want to believe that I really don't need him
I know that Neal said that I don't need him
But I don't believe him, I don't believe him
I don't believe him

But I can't wait until I see your face
And my brain thinks that it's looking at a stranger
I can't wait until I see your face
And my mind thinks that it's looking at a stranger
I can't wait until I see your face
And my brain thinks that it's looking at a stranger
I can't wait until I see your face
And my brain feels nothing
I'll feel nothing

I can't wait until I see your face
And my brain thinks that it's looking at a stranger
I can't wait until I see your face
And I'll feel nothing
Nothing

I'll listen to these songs later. I'm on the phone while browsing CE.
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The Magnetic Fields - Always Already Gone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIC_gT2zqcA

I tried hard to keep you
I needn't have tried
It seems you'd decided
When did you decide?
So this is the last time
I cry in the dawn
It seems you were always
Always already gone

You never were happy
You had to be free
You took all the freedom
You needed from me
Then you and your freedom
Flew thither and yon
You're free to be always
Always already gone

I couldn't have dreamed you
But I might as well
You leave me with only
A story to tell
But at the beginning
Our story is done
Because you were always
Always already gone
Always already gone

:V
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CrimsonRage posted...

Turbam posted...

:V

Even you @Turbam? you're like the happiest guy here!

My dad died from cancer almost two years ago and I haven't been able to get over it properly.
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Rilo Kiley - A Better Son/Daughter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0sy7y54XAE

Sometimes in the morning, I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her and that God never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you loved things just because
Like the sick and the dying

And sometimes when you're on, you're really fucking on
And your friends, they sing along and they love you
But the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
And you'll be smarter
And more grown up and a better daughter
Or son, and a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive, though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all your friends
You'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest, you'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in to the cries and the wails of the valley below
And your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it, you'll go out fighting all of them

Eels - Electro shock blues

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkg4yirbkEM

Feeling scared today
Write down: "I am ok."
A hundred times the doctors say
I am ok
I am ok
I'm not ok

Skin is crawling off
Mopping the sweaty drops
Sticking around for this shit
Another day
Another day
Not another day

Pink pill feels good
Finally understood
Take me in your warm embrace
I am trying
I am trying

CrimsonRage posted...

i'm sorry for your loss. hang in there.

Thank you, I appreciate that
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my depression was a gift from the lord to help me lose weight. 308 down to 170 through sheer lack of appetite and joy in life alone.

thank you jesus

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Im on 50 mg of Pristiq

Its actualy great. Best anti depressant Ive been on
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150 mg of sertraline
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@Turbam

Im sorry to hear about that too. My dad has terminal cancer but he hasnt left us yet. I am not looking forward to when that day comes
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Hairy-man posted...

@Turbam

Im sorry to hear about that too. My dad has terminal cancer but he hasnt left us yet. I am not looking forward to when that day comes

I'm sorry
I wish that I had advice to give you other than make every moment count while you can.
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Gonna go through these songs now, thanks
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I stopped taking my meds.
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rrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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ApherosyLove posted...

I stopped taking my meds.

Me too. I don't feel bad either. I have kratom, medical grass, and a supportive wife.
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3deep5u posted...

MrBobGray posted...

Wellbutrin and lexapro prevent my depression.

I imagine they also prevent you from having emotions and a sex drive.

Keep spreading your uninformed nonsense to try to prevent people from acquiring help. You are a hero
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3deep5u posted...

ApherosyLove posted...

I stopped taking my meds.

Me too. I don't feel bad either. I have kratom, medical grass, and a supportive wife.

I have alcohol.
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