Current Events > I did the thing while fantasizing about a dead person. :(

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Like, just a few weeks ago, I found her IG account and thought she was mad hot. Now I found out she passed.

Me: Hey, this woman is hot! *goes on Instagram* WAIT, she's dead? What the fuck? Well, I can't look at this anymore. But she was so hot ... no, I shouldn't do this ... but she was REALLY hot, like 10/10 WIFE material ... but it's disrespectful ... no, NO!

Did it for a few minutes but then I stopped out of shame. :( I will NEVER do that again.
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I didn't know you were into gore.
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I never feel comfortable fantasizing about women after they're dead, no matter how hot they were when they were alive. I remember a bunch of people on CE saying they were gonna still look at August Ames after she died. The fuck
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There was some amature girl who blew her brains out with a shotgun after the backlash from the casting tape she did. It made the video more deedable for some reason.

Edit. Alyssa Funke was the name if you want to google the news article or the casting.
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My ex gf is dead and I think about her sometimes. I miss her...
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Kushinadahime posted...

I didn't know you were into gore.

necrophilia you mean
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Hm, would it be OK if I went back to fantasizing about this woman, even though she's dead now? Like, it's not a horrible thing to do, right?

Gigi Hadid is one of my celeb crushes. If she died tomorrow, I'm not sure if I'd stop thinking about her. :/
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PostCrisisJ2 posted...

Kushinadahime posted...

I didn't know you were into gore.

necrophilia you mean

This has nothing to do with looking at anyone's dead body. -_-
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Orthopox12 posted...

There was some amature girl who blew her brains out with a shotgun after the backlash from the casting tape she did. It made the video more deedable for some reason.

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Yeah, I think Ima just go ahead & put your ass on ignore.
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Just because Chris Cornell is dead doesn't mean I should stop listening to his music.
(first one that came to mind, but it could be applied to any artist, actor, whatever you want)
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Nah, I'm not doing it. Never. Plenty of living hot women in the world.

Orthopox12 posted...

There was some amature girl who blew her brains out with a shotgun after the backlash from the casting tape she did. It made the video more deedable for some reason.

For a second I thought you were this one shitposter on another board I used. If you were, I would have screencapped this and used it against you in arguments.

But yeah, I'll screencap this in case I do get in an argument with you. Fucking weirdo.
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@stone posted...

Just because Chris Cornell is dead doesn't mean I should stop listening to his music.
(first one that came to mind, but it could be applied to any artist, actor, whatever you want)

uh i'm pretty sure listening to a dead person's music is a different thing than jacking it to a person who is dead
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Gafemage posted...

Orthopox12 posted...

There was some amature girl who blew her brains out with a shotgun after the backlash from the casting tape she did. It made the video more deedable for some reason.

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Yeah, I think Ima just go ahead & put your ass on ignore.

Thats fine and dandy, I didnt say I wasnt ashamed of it tho.
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yea I can't do dead porn stars. that's just too weird. I dont know if I have ever watched a video of someone who was dead. but if I know they are dead I stop looking them up. also recently one that I like that is still alive I kinda stopped wanting to watch too. cause she apparently tried to kill herself but didn't succeed. and now it just feels wrong.

Scotty_Rogers posted...

stone posted...

Just because Chris Cornell is dead doesn't mean I should stop listening to his music.
(first one that came to mind, but it could be applied to any artist, actor, whatever you want)

uh i'm pretty sure listening to a dead person's music is a different thing than jacking it to a person who is dead

True true. But if the dead person was a porn actress, I don't see why I wouldn't.. (then again I don't keep tabs of who's still alive so I've probably done it a lots of times to now-dead actresses)
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Adria Rae is the attempted suicide if you were wondering

Zikten posted...

Adria Rae is the attempted suicide if you were wondering

*googles*

Don't recall seeing her before.

Yeah when you find out someone is batshit depressed or insane it makes fantasizing about them just awkward. Kagney Lynn Karter apparently got addicted to drugs a few years back after Chris Brown got her Twitter account shut down or some shit; she actually has a crazy, unstable vibe in her vids. I don't feel comfortable looking at her at all.
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i don't like this thread
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Tappor posted...

i don't like this thread

why? it's actually a public service to make known to people names of dead porn stars so people don't accidentally watch their videos. most people don't want to watch a dead porn star. and I think they would appreciate this topic

Shyla Stylez
August Ames
Yurizan Beltran

are the dead pornstars I can think of off the top of my head
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Aja died mysteriously in Mexico. Big star from the 80s.
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ok