Current Events > Man I don't feel like doing anything lately

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Don't feel like playing games. Barely feel like hitting F5 on CE and reddit. Don't feel like watching TV. Or going outside. Or talking to people. Don't feel like sleeping (well, it's early evening so it would be a bad time to sleep anyway).
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Who is Man I :(
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jerk it.

lv20swds posted...

jerk it.

Did that already a couple times. It's not really exciting, just sort of like a mechanical habit at this point.
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My career situation feels like it's in limbo. I feel like I have a good chance at keeping it going and maintaining a steady pay check but I also feel like there's literally nothing I can do to influence it no matter how hard I try.

I feel like something that was lost at sea just floating around and now it got stuck between a couple rocks on the shore and it has nowhere to go.
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sounds like depression

- internet dr komb
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dang not even outside?

when I get like that, I'd force myself outside for a quick run atthe park or jump rope in my back yard. just seeing the sky above balances me out

I gotta get out when I feel that empty. I need to see the world out & about otherwise I go in a very dark place.
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Get you a nice pair of shoes and go out for a run.
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HBOSS posted...

dang not even outside?

when I get like that, I'd force myself outside for a quick run atthe park or jump rope in my back yard. just seeing the sky above balances me out

I gotta get out when I feel that empty. I need to see the world out & about otherwise I go in a very dark place.

I guess I could take short walks around the neighborhood. I just kind of feel uncomfortable doing something if there's no purpose behind it, like I hate going to a store unless I know specifically what I'm buying.

The running thing isn't a bad suggestion but I was so spoiled many years ago that I could run along a beautiful coastline every day and now it's just ... straight up suburbia.
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What nah man running aint about the scenery its about exhausting yourself and getting high on your own supply. Feeling your entire body becoming engaged and letting it run through you like a shockwave.
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yeah. it's so nice to care yourself with a lil run. just you jamming on your tunes on the road. listening to your breath. getting that rhythm down as you run. then feel like you can run forever. love that feeling.

another day out running you notice more people out. more people jogging. it's awesome seeing people out. maybe someday they'll greet you. engage in small talk. maybe even let you know how they were inspired to go out and jog because they saw others out and about. ahh that feeling that such a small thing can influence others.
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idk to me the running is about the scenery :\ I just can't get into it when there are a million cars driving around constantly and you're just sucking in fumes. I'm already nervous around people I don't know - it sounds cool inspiring someone to run but I also wouldn't really feel too comfortable with them coming up to me to express that to me.

I do like both of your takes on it though. Hope I'm not coming off like an unappreciative asshole here, it is nice seeing how other people interpret things/hearing why it matters to them.
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Used to love dumb horror movies, and I just finished up one of the longest running series of bad horror movies but I don't even have any desire to start any new ones now.

It's weird, it's like, I don't see any purpose to life right now. I don't see a purpose in dying, like I'm not suicidal, but the opposite is true... I don't see a purpose in living :\
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I'm feeling this way right now because of the heat. It's 110 right now. I had to go out for a job interview but if not for that I would have just stayed on the bed. Even with the AC on in all the rooms I can still feel the heat radiating in through the walls. It's just yuk. It feels like I'm drained. God do I hate summer.
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EternalDivide posted...

I'm feeling this way right now because of the heat. It's 110 right now. I had to go out for a job interview but if not for that I would have just stayed on the bed. Even with the AC on in all the rooms I can still feel the heat radiating in through the walls. It's just yuk. It feels like I'm drained. God do I hate summer.

Holy shit yes the heat sucks. We were going to go to a "midsommar festival" and my wife even made cakes to take but it was so friggin' hot, and it was like an hour away, and we didn't know anyone there so we just said screw it and stayed home :|
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go for a walk once a day
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End it all?

catboy0_0 posted...

go for a walk once a day

But where it's just like townhouses and stuff everywhere. I need something to see and admire. People throw their trash and used furniture out on the street, it's not exciting it's just depressing.

Iwiybbykintsal posted...

End it all?

There's really no point in that either. Well my wife and cats depend on me so "ending it all" would just mean disappointing them and causing unnecessary emotional stress, so like... just not even worth thinking about.
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Get really fat eating a bunch of shitty delicious food

Iwiybbykintsal posted...

Get really fat eating a bunch of shitty delicious food

Eating is good but I could never binge eat :|
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I go on a walk at like 11pm or 4 am if I'm up. I literally live in an old mexican barrio a couple blocks from the tracks and freeway so I'm sure most of you would poop your pants at the thought but it's my neighborhood. Everyone knows me including the drug dealer conga line out of the house half the block up. And no, I'm not even trying to be funny about it. It's just my reality.

I don't even feel like eating in this weather much less cooking.
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EternalDivide posted...

I go on a walk at like 11pm or 4 am if I'm up. I literally live in an old mexican barrio a couple blocks from the tracks and freeway so I'm sure most of you would poop your pants at the thought but it's my neighborhood. Everyone knows me including the drug dealer conga line out of the house half the block up. And no, I'm not even trying to be funny about it. It's just my reality.

I don't even feel like eating in this weather much less cooking.

sounds nice actually if that's your hood
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Same, Ive been walking around my college campus for nearly one hour. I already worked out today. There aint shit to do in Ohio.
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EternalDivide posted...

I go on a walk at like 11pm or 4 am if I'm up. I literally live in an old mexican barrio a couple blocks from the tracks and freeway so I'm sure most of you would poop your pants at the thought but it's my neighborhood. Everyone knows me including the drug dealer conga line out of the house half the block up. And no, I'm not even trying to be funny about it. It's just my reality.

I don't even feel like eating in this weather much less cooking.

not gonna lie I shit myself reading your description but that also has a pretty cool sound to it.

The_Scarecrow posted...

Same, Ive been walking around my college campus for nearly one hour. I already worked out today. There aint shit to do in Ohio.

At least you're going to college, what are you studying?
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Hexenherz posted...

EternalDivide posted...

I go on a walk at like 11pm or 4 am if I'm up. I literally live in an old mexican barrio a couple blocks from the tracks and freeway so I'm sure most of you would poop your pants at the thought but it's my neighborhood. Everyone knows me including the drug dealer conga line out of the house half the block up. And no, I'm not even trying to be funny about it. It's just my reality.

I don't even feel like eating in this weather much less cooking.

not gonna lie I shit myself reading your description but that also has a pretty cool sound to it.

The_Scarecrow posted...

Same, Ive been walking around my college campus for nearly one hour. I already worked out today. There aint shit to do in Ohio.

At least you're going to college, what are you studying?

Im studying premed. Soon, I wont have any free time so I suppose I should enjoy this.
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The only person I talk to on a regular basis (besides my wife) told me he was going to a medical appointment on Saturday because of some strange flashing he observed in one eye, and I haven't seen him online since then.

And another friend that we hang out with a few times a year is packing up and moving away -_-.
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Play some Lemmings.
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Hexenherz posted...

My career situation feels like it's in limbo. I feel like I have a good chance at keeping it going and maintaining a steady pay check but I also feel like there's literally nothing I can do to influence it no matter how hard I try.

I feel like something that was lost at sea just floating around and now it got stuck between a couple rocks on the shore and it has nowhere to go.

I know what that's like. There was one time, probably a decade ago, where I had this moment where I felt like I was treading water in a pitch black cave with no echo and no light source.
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VoightKent posted...

Hexenherz posted...

The only person I talk to on a regular basis (besides my wife) told me he was going to a medical appointment on Saturday because of some strange flashing he observed in one eye, and I haven't seen him online since then.

And another friend that we hang out with a few times a year is packing up and moving away -_-.

>having friends
>having a wife
>fucking 2018

fucking Chad

Well the first guy is someone I've known the majority of my life but we just talk online and sometimes play games together. So I don't really have a good way of finding out if he's actually OK.

The second person is also someone I've known for a long time but we hang out like two or three times a year then don't talk for a long time and then ... yeah.

Besides that I don't really have any friends. Not for lack of trying (I think), which ... maybe even makes it worse? And that actually goes back pretty far into my childhood fml.

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Hexenherz posted...

My career situation feels like it's in limbo. I feel like I have a good chance at keeping it going and maintaining a steady pay check but I also feel like there's literally nothing I can do to influence it no matter how hard I try.

I feel like something that was lost at sea just floating around and now it got stuck between a couple rocks on the shore and it has nowhere to go.

I know what that's like. There was one time, probably a decade ago, where I had this moment where I felt like I was treading water in a pitch black cave with no echo and no light source.

How did you get out?
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Hexenherz posted...

VoightKent posted...

Hexenherz posted...

The only person I talk to on a regular basis (besides my wife) told me he was going to a medical appointment on Saturday because of some strange flashing he observed in one eye, and I haven't seen him online since then.

And another friend that we hang out with a few times a year is packing up and moving away -_-.

>having friends
>having a wife
>fucking 2018

fucking Chad

Well the first guy is someone I've known the majority of my life but we just talk online and sometimes play games together. So I don't really have a good way of finding out if he's actually OK.

The second person is also someone I've known for a long time but we hang out like two or three times a year then don't talk for a long time and then ... yeah.

Besides that I don't really have any friends. Not for lack of trying (I think), which ... maybe even makes it worse? And that actually goes back pretty far into my childhood fml.

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Hexenherz posted...

My career situation feels like it's in limbo. I feel like I have a good chance at keeping it going and maintaining a steady pay check but I also feel like there's literally nothing I can do to influence it no matter how hard I try.

I feel like something that was lost at sea just floating around and now it got stuck between a couple rocks on the shore and it has nowhere to go.

I know what that's like. There was one time, probably a decade ago, where I had this moment where I felt like I was treading water in a pitch black cave with no echo and no light source.

How did you get out?

It's a weird story. A few things happened that made it easier to keep treading. I never fully got out. Now it's slightly less dark and the water isn't deep anymore. I'm still in that cave but the situation isn't hopeless like it was then.
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