Current Events > Have you ever attempted or had thoughts of suicide?

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Yesterday morning on Facebook a friend of mine shared an image to that effect, and I guess something clicked in me because I then did the same.

It's a weird thing to share with the wider world; admitting that you'd come so low at one or more points in your life. People look at you differently, treat you differently.

And it's not something that ever really goes away from you. You tamp it down the best you can by wanting more out of life and wanting to give more with your life, but it's still kind of always in the back of your head, not being a direct threat. Just... there.
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No never
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Multiple times a week, every week as far back as I can remember.

Edit: I'm just a stubborn bastard and have learned to just deal with it.
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ive never wanted to kill myself. i wouldnt want to give up what is most likely my only chance at life.
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Yeah. For some reason when I was with my ex I was super bipolar. Extra high then extra low. Gun jammed
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Never tried, but think about it every day.
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I've thought about it before, for particularly no clear reason.

There has been thoughts... but each time i had them i broke down as soon as i looked at my Guinea Pigs, so its only ever been thoughts.
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Attempted, no. Thoughts, of course.
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I'd wager that most people have had a fleeting thought, at least, in that regard.
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Nope, why throw my whole life away. If I die I'm dead. Why want that? If I was to kill myself I'd just feel not do it, and instead change my whole life. Turn it upside down and see how it is to live as a different me.
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Yes , but i got over it

No.
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yea. I don't have any easy way to do it though
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Vegy posted...

No never

Yes. Every time I get wasted I go on a rant about how I just want to fucking end it all and wish I was dead. I'm sure my friends love me for that.
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invasive thoughts are a normal thing. not surprised so many people said yes

I was planning on putting a plastic bag on my head and letting my body be discovered in my closet to keep from being interrupted. I was about to do it but it's hard to deprive yourself of oxygen when you think about how painful it is.
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Vegy posted...

No never

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If I were to go out that way I wouldn't want it to be messy. That's my only thing. I've seen pics and vids and stuff and anything that requires a clean up crew is just rude. At least do it cleanly.
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imagine someone you care about finding your dead body. that just sounds like a horrible thing to do to them
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Once had thoughts about it, but it only lasted for a few minutes.

SSJCAT posted...

imagine someone you care about finding your dead body. that just sounds like a horrible thing to do to them

Yeah I thought about this, too. I think that's also part of why I can't do it.
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