Poll of the Day > I am definitely depressed: Ask me to draw things

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Disengaged
04/16/20 11:28:00 PM
#51:


deoxxys posted...
Brock? isnt that goku?

Brock is to the left of goku.

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Lokarin
04/22/20 12:57:47 AM
#52:


I'm over the depression... bu i'm having a major panic attack right now.

My panic attacks are triggered by stomach stuff and i'm in a weird lot of stomach pain

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deoxxys
04/22/20 1:00:45 AM
#53:


Lokarin posted...
I'm over the depression... bu i'm having a major panic attack right now.

My panic attacks are triggered by stomach stuff and i'm in a weird lot of stomach pain
Do you have ginger?

or antacid

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Lokarin
04/22/20 1:03:25 AM
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i have rolaids and pepto bismol.

i took the rolaids and it got worse, so I can't take the pepto for at least an hour

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Lokarin
04/22/20 1:17:54 AM
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Ok, the pain is gone... that's good - now I just need to wait to relax the nerves.

I'm thinking it was either gas or maybe I ate a metal spur KrustyO or something 'cuz my midsection quite visibly distended like 2~3 inches and is now back to normal

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ScritchOwl
04/22/20 1:21:46 AM
#56:


Well if your still doing suggestions draw Saddam Hussein if he was reincarnated as Shiba inu or a Shar pei

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Lokarin
04/22/20 1:47:40 AM
#57:


ScritchOwl posted...
Well if your still doing suggestions draw Saddam Hussein if he was reincarnated as Shiba inu or a Shar pei

K

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ScritchOwl
04/22/20 2:03:41 AM
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Thank you that completed my internet scavenger hunt. I was missing war criminal dog!

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darcandkharg31
04/22/20 6:55:21 PM
#59:


Lokarin posted...
My panic attacks are triggered by stomach stuff and i'm in a weird lot of stomach pain
That's something that happens to my cousin, he get's terrible pain in his stomach and back and gets anxiety attacks from it. The doctor gave him some medication for it that helps, I forgot to ask what the doctor figured out about it and what it was called. Sucks for him some mornings because he'll be in pain and nauseous and he'll have to take his pills and still wait a half an hour or so for them to kick in

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Lokarin
04/22/20 7:36:44 PM
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darcandkharg31 posted...
That's something that happens to my cousin, he get's terrible pain in his stomach and back and gets anxiety attacks from it. The doctor gave him some medication for it that helps, I forgot to ask what the doctor figured out about it and what it was called. Sucks for him some mornings because he'll be in pain and nauseous and he'll have to take his pills and still wait a half an hour or so for them to kick in

I do take effexor so my attacks are very rare (instead of daily)... I also don't know what it's called

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Lokarin
04/27/20 10:04:23 PM
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Hey it's Monday so you know what that means!

Do I pizza or do I stick to diet!?

So far my diet is complete failure - caloric slashing does nothing for my weight... unless there are ghost calories in Coke Zero since I drink like a gallon a day of the stuff (hyperbole)

Still looking for a nice exercise machine. Why machine? Because it helps me turn my brain off - when doing dumbells it always feels so deliberate and i overthink my form and how much weight and how many reps and how much water to drink.... .... No, I want an exercise where I just blank out

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darcandkharg31
04/27/20 10:14:06 PM
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I'm thinking a whole pizza would be no good, cause you can't have just like two slices if you get a whole pizza lulz, it's like 3000 calories and all the carbs man, so it would like all that weeks dieting just went to waste in a instant.

Do you have to blank out? Why not get a stationary bike and just watch tv while casually peddling along.

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Lokarin
04/27/20 10:19:52 PM
#63:


darcandkharg31 posted...
I'm thinking a whole pizza would be no good, cause you can't have just like two slices if you get a whole pizza lulz, it's like 3000 calories and all the carbs man, so it would like all that weeks dieting just went to waste in a instant.

Usually I order on monday 'cuz it's half off, and I get 2 pizzas which last until Friday, but ya - lots of cals

darcandkharg31 posted...
Do you have to blank out? Why not get a stationary bike and just watch tv while casually peddling along.

This is what I did when living with parents, but I haven't had such a machine since the apartment... (which coincides pretty 1:1 with my weight gain)

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darcandkharg31
04/27/20 10:24:18 PM
#64:


Lokarin posted...
Usually I order on monday 'cuz it's half off, and I get 2 pizzas which last until Friday, but ya - lots of cals
Well look at Mr. self control here, making two pizzas last for 5 days, psssh!

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darcandkharg31
04/27/20 10:25:07 PM
#65:


but for realz, if I get a pizza that son of bitch is gone by bed time.

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Lokarin
05/05/20 9:10:37 PM
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wasn't gunna make new topic since it's the same old...

having a symptom-triggered panic attack. My hand is a little red and swollen, I was probably sitting on it funny or got stung by a bug... idk, but my first thought it - oh noes, my left arm is numbing, I'm dying. No! Heart is healthy. Oh noes, I feel a twinge in my left side of face and left leg, I'm stroking out! No! Healthy.

Will probably go through this for another 40 minutes.

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So in the mean time:

I'm currently playing Skryim since the Special Edition appeared in my library. I currently have a somewhat high Speech skill since I like MONEY

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But that got me thinking; Has a enemy boss ever (in any game), like, used their speech skill successfully against the player? I mean, typically such situations it's a battle and you can get a perfect speech check to avoid the battle - but speech isn't just persuasion/intimidation checks.

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deoxxys
05/05/20 9:17:47 PM
#67:


Everyone is different but I'd be willing to share how I calm thyself.

When I know its probably just my head trying to mess with myself, I try meditating, clearing my mind and breathing in deep and tell myself "Will this still bother me in 24 hours?" Usually that relaxes me, because it forces me to acknowledge that, in the end, "everything will be fine".

As for games, I havent ever played Skyrim much but I bothered to mod it a ton and make it look great.
Probably going to play some Sentinel 3 homeworld (towerdefense) or Tropico 5.

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ClarkDuke
05/05/20 10:50:12 PM
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since you're taking requests, i'd like a space battle where the ships all look like wieners. oh, and you can pm me the finished product, so you don't get modded, thanks, ok?

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Lokarin
05/05/20 11:49:43 PM
#69:


I will still draw stuff, but I don't really do 'scenes' since I have no sense of composition.

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peanutt121
05/06/20 12:23:07 AM
#70:


Lokarin posted...
i have rolaids and pepto bismol.

i took the rolaids and it got worse, so I can't take the pepto for at least an hour

Always go with Pepto over Rolaids, Rolaids are basically candy (placebo effect with way too much sugar)

Oh and you draw very very well Lok, pay no mind to the critics in here.. I wish I had 10% of your talent lol. Everything I draw all look the same lmao.

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ClarkDuke
05/06/20 2:58:48 PM
#71:


Lokarin posted...
I will still draw stuff, but I don't really do 'scenes' since I have no sense of composition.
a regular penis would be fine then, ok?

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