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Toedysseus
05/31/20 1:22:36 AM
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I am so fucking furious with the police of this country. They KNOW they're being recorded and watched. And they're open firing on unrelated people, driving through crowds, maiming people

I'm so fucking mad I don't know what to do with myself. I took a 2 and a half hour walk today just because I needed an outlet for all this anger, didn't help one iota. I'm so fucking pissed, how do these fucking cops see themselves as the good guys still

Like didn't they go to fucking high school, this is China or nazi shit. America is done. It's done. I'm so fucking mad idk what to do with myself

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Wii_Shaker
05/31/20 1:23:54 AM
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Making this topic is a positive thing and many of us feel the same frustration as you.

Do not let your anger control you. Your feelings are valid.

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Toedysseus
05/31/20 1:26:16 AM
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I know my feelings are valid I just don't know what the fuck to do about it. I'm certainly not gonna be able to sleep tonight

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REMercsChamp
05/31/20 1:27:40 AM
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Toedysseus posted...
Hairstotle
You always came off as an extremely angry person on here with emotional issues which is probably why your hairstotle account is banned

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Wii_Shaker
05/31/20 1:28:47 AM
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There is more than an ample amount of anxiety in everything that is unfolding. Between what we are seeing with the protests/ riots and covid-19, the US conscious culture is changing and it is long overdue.

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Smackems
05/31/20 1:33:04 AM
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Do you lift weights? That's my best stress reliever

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Toedysseus
05/31/20 3:37:24 AM
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Just can't sleep. Not gonna sleep tonight. Too mad at the mafia that calls itself a police force. Too scared for innocent people. Just not gonna be able to sleep.

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Keith_Valentine
05/31/20 3:41:02 AM
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Smackems posted...
Do you lift weights? That's my best stress reliever

Yea tc, if you direct this rage you have, youll be an adonis in 4 months. It is very satisfying to be exhausted after a workout. Get a heavy bag, you seem like you wanna hit shit.

You cant save the world, but you can make a difference that could create a huge ripple effect. Channel your energy.
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berlyman101
05/31/20 3:41:58 AM
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when this happens to me (and it does), I am now starting to write all my thoughts down until there are no more left to write. Then your thoughts are on paper rather than bouncing around up there. Maybe it would be a thing to try.

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Toedysseus
05/31/20 3:46:37 AM
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I do lift weights. I got a lot of exercise today. It hasn't helped at all. I'm going to down some whiskey and try to sleep. Writing isn't a bad idea but it's not as simple as thoughts being in my head. Look at this video of what police are doing all over the country:

https://old.reddit.com/r/PublicFreakout/comments/gtr02f/police_actively_seeking_out_fights_compilation/

I am very afraid of the country I live in. This is China shit, Nazi shit. This is really, really bad. I'm afraid for my friends, I'm afraid for myself. I'm immeasurably furious with the small cocked bullies who are maiming people all over the country. I'm furious that decades+ of brutality has pushed people to a boiling point, roping in innocent people who are being beaten in the streets by adrenaline filled rioters. This shit probably sounds edgy or something, but I've always been mad. That's just who I am. But I've never felt like this before. I can't even focus my vision that's how mad I am

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Smackems
05/31/20 3:49:00 AM
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Toedysseus posted...
I do lift weights. I got a lot of exercise today. It hasn't helped at all. I'm going to down some whiskey and try to sleep. Writing isn't a bad idea but it's not as simple as thoughts being in my head. Look at this video of what police are doing all over the country:

https://old.reddit.com/r/PublicFreakout/comments/gtr02f/police_actively_seeking_out_fights_compilation/

I am very afraid of the country I live in. This is China shit, Nazi shit. This is really, really bad. I'm afraid for my friends, I'm afraid for myself. I'm immeasurably furious with the small cocked bullies who are maiming people all over the country. I'm furious that decades+ of brutality has pushed people to a boiling point, roping in innocent people who are being beaten in the streets by adrenaline filled rioters. This shit probably sounds edgy or something, but I've always been mad. That's just who I am. But I've never felt like this before. I can't even focus my vision that's how mad I am
Only other thing I could suggest is getting off the internet for a while. Doesn't mean you're ignoring the issues, just means you're giving your mind a break

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berlyman101
05/31/20 3:50:12 AM
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Toedysseus posted...
I do lift weights. I got a lot of exercise today. It hasn't helped at all. I'm going to down some whiskey and try to sleep. Writing isn't a bad idea but it's not as simple as thoughts being in my head. Look at this video of what police are doing all over the country:

https://old.reddit.com/r/PublicFreakout/comments/gtr02f/police_actively_seeking_out_fights_compilation/

I am very afraid of the country I live in. This is China shit, Nazi shit. This is really, really bad. I'm afraid for my friends, I'm afraid for myself. I'm immeasurably furious with the small cocked bullies who are maiming people all over the country. I'm furious that decades+ of brutality has pushed people to a boiling point, roping in innocent people who are being beaten in the streets by adrenaline filled rioters. This shit probably sounds edgy or something, but I've always been mad. That's just who I am. But I've never felt like this before. I can't even focus my vision that's how mad I am

It could be worth a shot. If you keep drinking all amped up it won't make you feel better.

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DD Divine
05/31/20 3:51:33 AM
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While Im usually depressed Im definitely getting angry lately. Just feel hopeless. One of the reasons Im bummed is Im not teaching. These kids drive me nuts but I freaking miss them. Though Im also glad I dont have to see them during this cause its so awful and Im not really allowed to address certain issues. Its kinda like 2016 all over again.

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Keith_Valentine
05/31/20 3:52:25 AM
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Conparing the US to nazis is pretty dramatic. Something like 1100 people were killed by cops last year, about 30% were black ftr. Nazis killed millions of people and waged imperial war on a continent. Not downplaying your concerns but some different perspective.

You should probably take a break from the internet, its harming your mental state.
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Toedysseus
05/31/20 3:56:14 AM
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Keith_Valentine posted...
Conparing the US to nazis is pretty dramatic
Keith I don't want to hear this right now. The free press is being unlawfully arrested, live on national television. People on their front porch are being pacified with riot weapons. The police are literally running people down with SUVs and with horses. Fucking horses. All over the country. A journalist was permanently blinded when her eye was split open by the police. They are pulling people from their cars, tasing them, and bashing their heads in. This is Nazi shit.

Before this week, I was staunchly anti gun. The only guns I'd considered being legal were single-fire guns.

I'm starting to see the point gun owners have always been trying to get across. I'm not talking about firing on police or whatever, before some mod goes nuts and mods me. I just feel like I need the protection now.

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Toedysseus
05/31/20 4:07:04 AM
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who watches the watchers, man

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Keith_Valentine
05/31/20 4:15:53 AM
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Do you have any links of that on hand? I cant find anything about cops killing protestors.
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Toedysseus
05/31/20 4:59:43 AM
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yeah i guess i'm gonna try to play more video games. past sleep at this point. MGS5 or Far Cry New Dawn

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Keith_Valentine
05/31/20 5:05:26 AM
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I found the tazer video. Painful to watch. Sorry if i seem like im trolling, i really do get your point. That hurt my soul tbh. I found a link for the car driving into a crowd and its paywalled.
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Toedysseus
05/31/20 5:11:51 AM
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Keith_Valentine posted...
I found the tazer video. Painful to watch. Sorry if i seem like im trolling, i really do get your point. That hurt my soul tbh. I found a link for the car driving into a crowd and its paywalled.
You dont seem like youre trolling keith. you seem genuine when you post even though a lot of the time i have issues with what you say, you dont seem like someone trying to stir shit as far as i can tell

did you see the video of nypd plowing thru ppl or no cuz of the paywall, cuz if not i'll link it

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Keith_Valentine
05/31/20 5:30:40 AM
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Nah, please do.
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Toedysseus
05/31/20 5:32:24 AM
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Toedysseus
05/31/20 5:33:21 AM
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https://globalnews.ca/news/7008288/nypd-protesters-george-floyd/

that second link is fucky so use this one

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Reis
05/31/20 5:34:05 AM
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good topic tbh

I wish I had the capacity to get mad at shit but I certainly empathize and agree with your points
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Toedysseus
05/31/20 5:38:57 AM
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what a fucking joke

I resolve to earn enough money to leave the country. Enough is enough. Nose to the grindstone, I am getting the fuck out of here

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Keith_Valentine
05/31/20 6:08:29 AM
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Hmm. They definitely drove into those people. Thanks
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Toedysseus
05/31/20 11:47:44 AM
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Yep

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The Trent
05/31/20 11:49:20 AM
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hey man have you tried burning down a local small business to release your rage

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Toedysseus
05/31/20 2:31:23 PM
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how you guys doing

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DD Divine
05/31/20 2:57:00 PM
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Toedysseus posted...
how you guys doing

not good

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BlueBoy675
05/31/20 3:03:05 PM
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It is definitely painful to watch this all unfold.

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Vicious_Dios
05/31/20 3:12:37 PM
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Toedysseus posted...
how you guys doing

I'm doing great, how about you?

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Toedysseus
05/31/20 3:13:29 PM
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shitty

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