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MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:09:09 PM #1:	Anyone else like this? CE all day, then maybe go do some stuff you absolutely have to, then back here of course What gives. Explain the fallow body and mind please. Hmm, guess this ain't flooding --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959104884] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>Anyone else like this? CE all day, then maybe go do some stuff you absolutely have to, then back here of course What gives. Explain the fallow body and mind please. Hmm, guess this ain't flooding </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:24:57 PM #3:	dolomedes posted... force yourself to take a walk :) Nah I'd just start terrorizing happy couples --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959105314] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>dolomedes posted... </cite> <quote>force yourself to take a walk :)</quote>Nah I'd just start terrorizing happy couples </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Hairy-man 10/16/21 8:26:46 PM #5:	Write a song buddy --- Your friendly, neighborhood Hairyman CEW Commissioner <cite>Hairy-man posted [p:959105366] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>Write a song buddy </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Smackems 10/16/21 8:28:18 PM #6:	Get a fuzzy --- Common sense charged before shipping - some dude <cite>Smackems posted [p:959105413] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>Get a fuzzy </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:30:20 PM #7:	Hairy-man posted... Write a song buddy That doesn't make me feel good unless I get congrats for it or someone actually wants to play/practice it. I've written like maybe 5 songs and it's just not fulfilling for me at all. [LFAQs-redacted-quote] I've found that just doing really simple stuff doesn't usually lead to more complex stuff later --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959105478] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>Hairy-man posted... </cite> <quote>Write a song buddy</quote>That doesn't make me feel good unless I get congrats for it or someone actually wants to play/practice it. I've written like maybe 5 songs and it's just not fulfilling for me at all. <cite>[LFAQs-redacted-quote]</cite> I've found that just doing really simple stuff doesn't usually lead to more complex stuff later </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:32:06 PM #8:	Smackems posted... Get a fuzzy Like weed? That might be the issue. Maybe I need a break --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959105533] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>Smackems posted... </cite> <quote>Get a fuzzy</quote>Like weed? That might be the issue. Maybe I need a break </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Smackems 10/16/21 8:33:11 PM #11:	MedeaLysistrata posted... Like weed? That might be the issue. Maybe I need a break Like a cat or an iguana --- Common sense charged before shipping - some dude <cite>Smackems posted [p:959105567] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>MedeaLysistrata posted... </cite> <quote>Like weed? That might be the issue. Maybe I need a break</quote>Like a cat or an iguana </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:36:00 PM #12:	dolomedes posted... nature walks are anything but simple tbh. lots of observations to follow up on & learn about the world we're a part of. :D That will never make me an accomplished 40 year old dolomedes posted... i think he means a pet Smackems posted... Like a cat or an iguana We have a cat and he's great --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959105643] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>dolomedes posted... </cite> <quote>nature walks are anything but simple tbh. lots of observations to follow up on & learn about the world we're a part of. :D</quote>That will never make me an accomplished 40 year old dolomedes posted... </cite> <quote>i think he means a pet</quote> Smackems posted... </cite> <quote>Like a cat or an iguana</quote>We have a cat and he's great </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:37:02 PM #13:	Sorry I just want to complain. And I'm upset no one cared about my game. It makes me want to turn toward the real world, no results to be had here --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959105667] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>Sorry I just want to complain. And I'm upset no one cared about my game. It makes me want to turn toward the real world, no results to be had here </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Smackems 10/16/21 8:39:52 PM #15:	MedeaLysistrata posted... That will never make me an accomplished 40 year old We have a cat and he's great Get an iguana then --- Common sense charged before shipping - some dude <cite>Smackems posted [p:959105752] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>MedeaLysistrata posted... </cite> <quote>That will never make me an accomplished 40 year old We have a cat and he's great</quote>Get an iguana then </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:40:44 PM #16:	dolomedes posted... okay dude stick to 'wasting away' then I'm not shitting on your hobby or anything. I'm just saying I don't think it will help me accomplish my personal goals. I also walk to get to my bus stop and to run errands. Extra activity doesn't make me more active, just makes me want to be home faster. --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959105780] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>dolomedes posted... </cite> <quote>okay dude stick to 'wasting away' then</quote>I'm not shitting on your hobby or anything. I'm just saying I don't think it will help me accomplish my personal goals. I also walk to get to my bus stop and to run errands. Extra activity doesn't make me more active, just makes me want to be home faster. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:45:36 PM #18:	jeffhardyb0yz posted... Find irl goals? What are your current long/short term goals? Long term goal: be diplomat Mid term goal: work for a non profit (if I had a brain I'd be here by now) Short term goal: idk just be social and normal (if I didn't have crippling issues this might be viable) I guess the first step is pay to have a therapist put words in my mouth --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959105928] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>jeffhardyb0yz posted... </cite> <quote>Find irl goals? What are your current long/short term goals?</quote>Long term goal: be diplomat Mid term goal: work for a non profit (if I had a brain I'd be here by now) Short term goal: idk just be social and normal (if I didn't have crippling issues this might be viable) I guess the first step is pay to have a therapist put words in my mouth </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 8:58:36 PM #20:	I guess just keeping busy with stuff I can do is distressing because it doesn't go further than just the thing as an end in itself... which is supposed to be the best kind of thing... but idk about that --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959106269] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>I guess just keeping busy with stuff I can do is distressing because it doesn't go further than just the thing as an end in itself... which is supposed to be the best kind of thing... but idk about that </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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MedeaLysistrata 10/16/21 9:08:22 PM #23:	dolomedes posted... even with the thing as an end, you're gaining something from it. knowledge, experience. but then again i haven't been able to level up to forcing myself to find volunteer positions. i haven't done volunteer work since march 2020 :( it's hard to stop keeping yourself down. That's what I mean... It's a bridge too far to even bother with. I've always kinda been a homebase lazybones I guess but I spend a lot of time thinking about what I'd be like if I just did more shit and followed through on plans. OVERGOATED posted... I feel you op. Kinda in the same boat. I wonder if falling into this pit was as hard as getting out is --- "Why is ontology so expensive?" - JH [Is this live?][Joyless planet...] <cite>MedeaLysistrata posted [p:959106528] in I really a... [t:79714277]...</cite> <quote>dolomedes posted... </cite> <quote>even with the thing as an end, you're gaining something from it. knowledge, experience. but then again i haven't been able to level up to forcing myself to find volunteer positions. i haven't done volunteer work since march 2020 :( it's hard to stop keeping yourself down.</quote>That's what I mean... It's a bridge too far to even bother with. I've always kinda been a homebase lazybones I guess but I spend a lot of time thinking about what I'd be like if I just did more shit and followed through on plans. OVERGOATED posted... </cite> <quote>I feel you op. Kinda in the same boat.</quote>I wonder if falling into this pit was as hard as getting out is </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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