Current Events > I thought getting a girl would fix my depression

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I got everything I wanted from this girl... I wanted her love and I wanted her body and I've now got both. She would do anything for me and I would do anything for her.

Yet I'm still here at the end of the night feeling empty inside. Like there's a hole in my core that can't be filled.

But why? I don't know.. I thought this was what I wanted... I thought it was what I NEEDED.

Maybe I'm just broken.

Outside sources will never fix a person's internal depression.

It's unfortunate that it didn't work out, but I still believe a lot of people suffer from loneliness and would feel and be better with someone who loves them or just gives them meaningful companionship.

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He trolls way too much for me to ever believe anything he says.

Chadwick69 posted...

I got everything I wanted from this girl... I wanted her love and I wanted her body and I've now got both. She would do anything for me and I would do anything for her.

Yet I'm still here at the end of the night feeling empty inside. Like there's a hole in my core that can't be filled.

But why? I don't know.. I thought this was what I wanted... I thought it was what I NEEDED.

Maybe I'm just broken.

You sound like you have depression. Go see a psychiatrist.

That's normal TC, everyone feels that way when they pay attention to it. Just do whatever distracts you from it.

I thought <insert something here> would fix <insert something here> is almost always wrong.

See a therapist.

Other people can't regulate your emotions or fix you. You gotta do that stuff yourself.

I spent so much time on this. I brought myself up from nothing just so that I could be more appealing to women because I thought it would make the bad feelings go away.

I got a degree, I got a job, I learned how to be social, I got in shape and then I finally got the girl. Surely I will be happy now?

But I'm here on gamefaqs at midnight getting high and pouring my heart out to people that I've trolled for years.

What do I even do now? If the girl of my dreams doesn't even make me happy then what the hell else can I do?

I don't know what a therapist could say to me, maybe more antidepressants?

I thought you had two girls.

Get a dog.

Best girl was inside you all along man. Become that girl.

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My main has been gone like 8 years lmao

If you really have depression there's no fixing it, there's just treatment.