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GrandConjuraton
12/30/22 10:22:30 PM
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Confirm

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ReadySetGoats
12/30/22 10:22:48 PM
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Confirm

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bsp77
12/30/22 10:23:56 PM
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D

We all belong somewhere. Just have to find it. Took me awhile.

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Jagus
12/30/22 10:24:16 PM
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C

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GrandConjuraton
12/30/22 10:24:32 PM
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bsp77 posted...
We all belong somewhere
Lies

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Heartomaton
12/30/22 10:24:33 PM
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I definitely belong somewhere, but I can't get there.

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MarthGoomba
12/30/22 10:24:50 PM
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bsp77
12/30/22 10:26:24 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Lies
I believe that is self fulfilling

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Delirious_Beard
12/30/22 10:26:27 PM
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lemme guess, zfc topic?

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GrandConjuraton
12/30/22 10:27:08 PM
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bsp77 posted...
I believe that is self fulfilling
Lying to yourself is a recipe for disaster in its own right.

Delirious_Beard posted...
lemme guess, zfc topic?
Yeah, that's me.

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viewmaster_pi
12/30/22 10:29:46 PM
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https://youtu.be/NgxONBMpcgc

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bsp77
12/30/22 10:31:42 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Lying to yourself is a recipe for disaster in its own right.
Less often than being overly negative. Fake it till you make it actually works for most people who try it. Positive thinking and reframing also have been proven to work.

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BloodMoon7
12/30/22 10:32:38 PM
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Yeah but I like it that way tbh

Couldn't imagine conforming.

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GrandConjuraton
12/30/22 10:32:50 PM
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bsp77 posted...
Less often than being overly negative. Fake it till you make it actually works for most people who try it. Positive thinking and reframing also have been proven to work.
Lying to myself was what ruined my life in the first place, so it's something i'll never knowingly engage in again.

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bsp77
12/30/22 10:41:30 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Lying to myself was what ruined my life in the first place, so it's something i'll never knowingly engage in again.
Is this about your identity or something else? Because there is a difference between lying for comformity vs believing in hope. I am talking about the latter.

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GZAgenius
12/30/22 10:43:06 PM
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Arriving somewhere but not here

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GrandConjuraton
12/30/22 10:53:52 PM
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bsp77 posted...
Is this about your identity or something else? Because there is a difference between lying for comformity vs believing in hope. I am talking about the latter.
Yeah, that's one thing that really screwed me and my life up, but in that instance, I was talking about something else. Another prominent lie I told myself throughout school is that people actually liked me and that I could make friends, and my delusions caused me to do things in blind pursuit of those lies that still cause me emotional trauma and even some physical pain (in the form of lingering arthritis from a bone break and shoulder dislocation). If I had realized the truth earlier, those things wouldn't have happened.

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VampireCoyote
12/30/22 10:56:59 PM
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I belong everywhere and with everyone

youre welcome, world

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Naysaspace
12/30/22 10:57:23 PM
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Deny

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ReadySetGoats
12/30/22 10:57:48 PM
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You can always tell who the admiral posts are eh

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bsp77
12/30/22 10:58:07 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Yeah, that's one thing that really screwed me and my life up, but in that instance, I was talking about something else. Another prominent lie I told myself throughout school is that people actually liked me and that I could make friends, and my delusions caused me to do things in blind pursuit of those lies that still cause me emotional trauma and even some physical pain (in the form of lingering arthritis from a bone break and shoulder dislocation). If I had realized the truth earlier, those things wouldn't have happened.
I am sorry, that sucks. School also sucks in general and you can't base your life or ability to make friends off of that. I was a loser in HS.

I have said elsewhere that I feel we could be friends in real life. We could hang and play music and videogames and such.

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Naysaspace
12/30/22 10:58:28 PM
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This feels like an "i don't know why im so depressed!" Starter pack post. Jacking/booze/weed/vidja/nighthawk/etc
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ElatedVenusaur
12/30/22 10:58:42 PM
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VampireCoyote posted...
I belong everywhere and with everyone

youre welcome, world
With a username like that, you sure do.

Also sorry for killing your music topic in cold blood, Grand_Conjuration.

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KogaSteelfang
12/30/22 10:59:16 PM
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Yeah. I don't really have a place anywhere. I just kinda get tolerated anywhere I go, because dealing with me would either take too much effort or be illegal.

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GrandConjuraton
12/30/22 11:16:09 PM
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ElatedVenusaur posted...
Also sorry for killing your music topic in cold blood, Grand_Conjuration.
You didn't kill it, >.< . There's only so many posts a topic like that can get, you know? Especially when people's posts are really far apart in terms of genres and stuff.

bsp77 posted...
I am sorry, that sucks. School also sucks in general and you can't base your life or ability to make friends off of that. I was a loser in HS.

I have said elsewhere that I feel we could be friends in real life. We could hang and play music and videogames and such.
It screwed me up enough that I don't have the courage to go out and make new experiences, though, so it's all that I have to go on...

It would be nice, but you don't live close enough, :(

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GrandConjuraton
12/31/22 1:21:11 AM
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bump

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GrandConjuraton
12/31/22 9:53:21 AM
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Bump

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AmericaTheBrave
12/31/22 9:58:00 AM
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So this is how you're gonna end 2022 huh

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bulletproofvita
12/31/22 9:59:45 AM
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GZAgenius posted...
Arriving somewhere but not here
All my designs simplified
And all of my plans compromised
All of my dreams sacrificed

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Kakapo
12/31/22 10:00:25 AM
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I started to belong when I stopped giving a shit about belonging.

Take that as you will.

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GrandConjuraton
12/31/22 10:00:53 AM
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AmericaTheBrave posted...
So this is how you're gonna end 2022 huh
There's no other way for me to end it, and what a fitting end that it is. My life has no capacity for change.

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Crimsoness
12/31/22 10:01:07 AM
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You belong here with the rest of us

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GrandConjuraton
12/31/22 10:01:34 AM
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Crimsoness posted...
You belong here with the rest of us
Like hell I do. No one here cares.

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LordOfTheCats
12/31/22 10:05:21 AM
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TheoryzC
12/31/22 10:06:31 AM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Confirm

BloodMoon7 posted...
Yeah but I like it that way tbh

Couldn't imagine conforming.

KogaSteelfang posted...
Yeah. I don't really have a place anywhere. I just kinda get tolerated anywhere I go, because dealing with me would either take too much effort or be illegal.
Let's play a game

Y'all get put in a room together. Who do you think gets "voted off the island" first?


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Ivynn
12/31/22 10:10:30 AM
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Crimsoness posted...
You belong here with the rest of us

How is that supposed to make her feel better

GrandConjuraton posted...
Like hell I do. No one here cares.

I do genuinely wish for things to get better for you, fwiw.


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Zikten
12/31/22 10:15:40 AM
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Due to being born in a military family, I have no true hometown. I dont have a place I grew up. And it wasn't even fun because we stayed in America. I wish I could have been one of those military brats who lived on bases all over the world but my dad only ever got stationed abroad once, in Germany. And it was before I was born

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GrandConjuraton
12/31/22 10:16:29 AM
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TheoryzC posted...
Y'all get put in a room together. Who do you think gets "voted off the island" first?
Me or Bloodmoon

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I gave up in May 2011, so approaching twelve years.

I've been seeing therapists since 2017 and have been on psychiatric meds for that long (counting Spravato, i'm currently on five). I'm still in roughly that same place as then.

Ivynn posted...
How is that supposed to make her feel better

I do genuinely wish for things to get better for you, fwiw.
There's no hope for me, unfortunately, :/

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GrandConjuraton
12/31/22 10:32:19 AM
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I don't have any aspirations, no. I've been encouraged to go to college and stuff like that, but it's a waste when you have no goals and have no motivation to put in any work because of that lack of a goal. I don't see any inherit value in doing something just for the sake of doing it.

In any case, i've mostly talked about my experiences and specific problems I may have faced from week to week/month to month. I've been told a number of coping techniques, but they don't move me forward and are often too difficult for me to put into action at any given moment... and everyone has been stumped on how I could actually do anything to change my life, my therapists and psychiatrists being among that number. You know it's a bad situation when even they don't know what to do.

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GrandConjuraton
12/31/22 10:42:56 AM
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Don't you think i've thought about it? When it comes down to it, i'm too broken to even pursue anything. I can't function in public without my mom next to me, and now that my driver's license has expired and I can't renew it, I couldn't even theoretically live on my own, either. Being in a very rural area eliminates so many potential options.

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Glob
12/31/22 10:47:11 AM
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Nobody belongs anywhere any more than they should go to where they want to be. Thats all it is, really.
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viewmaster_pi
12/31/22 10:51:56 AM
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TheoryzC posted...
Let's play a game

Y'all get put in a room together. Who do you think gets "voted off the island" first?
bloodmoon would eat the others immediately

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KogaSteelfang
12/31/22 11:10:18 AM
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TheoryzC posted...
Let's play a game

Y'all get put in a room together. Who do you think gets "voted off the island" first?
You know we're each going to say ourselves.

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AmericaTheBrave
12/31/22 12:09:24 PM
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She doesn't want to do any of the work. She wants a superhero to swoop in and solve all her problems for her.

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TheoryzC
01/01/23 1:59:41 AM
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KogaSteelfang posted...
You know we're each going to say ourselves.
Oh I know. Now assuming there was an option NOT to vote each other off...

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Big_Nabendu
01/01/23 2:07:44 AM
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Deny.
That's ridiculous

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