0xDEFECADE posted...sonichu posted...
0xDEFECADE posted...
I'd care but I'm 100% sure this is a shitpost
So is that why I self harmed for the first time in my life in my mid twenties because I had an emotional breakdown after I got the courage to leave the relationship?
don't feel shame for self harming. what happened to you isn't fair and hurt you bad
She used me for money, emotionally manipulated me to get her way, everything I did was never enough. Hit on other men behind my back which I found out about afterwards, my life had to revolve around her or else she wasnt happy. Would put me down in front of others and then told me I was too sensitive when I would tell her in private how that upset me etc. One night she actually punched me then told me how it was all my fault that her arm got sore from it.
Im not shitposting. This all happened and I have plenty of friends who are women these days but I just cant date. To say Im terrified of dating is an understatement. I just dont believe in love anymore and even 5 years later it still eats at me that I let myself be manipulated.