cuttin_in_farm posted...
This shit actually made me feel bad. I wish you didnt have this kinda perspective. When I was younger, I always figured I was an inconvenience to others and held myself back.
I truly hope you can find a way to gain more confidence, man.
Well, this job was helping. Working with the public helped ease my anxiety back, it's definitely not gone, but it's not like it was. Also, my managers and coworkers have all been so nice(with just a couple of exceptions). They actually treat me like a person, and respect my needs when something comes up. I almost feel normal around them. This girl though, I feel like she could ruin that. Idk... I just don't like this situation.
JTilly posted...
Maybe you have super low test tc. You could get some bloodwork done and talk to a doctor about it. Just a thought
I've been going to the doctor's most of the year over some problems I've been having. Had tons of tests, including blood and everything came back normal. Though, I guess they weren't specifically testing for that. If it was low they'd notice on the results of they were looking for problems, right?
Work in progress, please be patient.