Man at my last job there was this kind of cute chubby girl who came up to me and started flirting asking me strange sexual questions. The weirdest one was she asked if my balls got tickled do they shrink back up to my body, I was like what the fuck.If it had a flirty/playful tone, I don't think I would've minded as much. Maybe even could be fooled into thinking I had a shot. Felt much more like I was in an interview and failing every qualification.
Tag me for what? Being honest? You have a history of doing this -- you've even gone so far as to admit you're bad at reading social cues.I tag people who find me annoying, so I can stop myself from posting my usual garbage in any topics you might make.
I tag people who find me annoying, so I can stop myself from posting my usual garbage in any topics you might make.
omg lol stopWell, anyway, I'm sorry. I've been doing well the last year or so of not posting pity party stuff. This encounter just hit me hard and amped my insecurities back up to 11.
I tag people who find me annoying, so I can stop myself from posting my usual garbage in any topics you might make.
This shit actually made me feel bad. I wish you didnt have this kinda perspective. When I was younger, I always figured I was an inconvenience to others and held myself back.Well, this job was helping. Working with the public helped ease my anxiety back, it's definitely not gone, but it's not like it was. Also, my managers and coworkers have all been so nice(with just a couple of exceptions). They actually treat me like a person, and respect my needs when something comes up. I almost feel normal around them. This girl though, I feel like she could ruin that. Idk... I just don't like this situation.
I truly hope you can find a way to gain more confidence, man.
Maybe you have super low test tc. You could get some bloodwork done and talk to a doctor about it. Just a thoughtI've been going to the doctor's most of the year over some problems I've been having. Had tons of tests, including blood and everything came back normal. Though, I guess they weren't specifically testing for that. If it was low they'd notice on the results of they were looking for problems, right?
Well, this job was helping. Working with the public helped ease my anxiety back, it's definitely not gone, but it's not like it was. Also, my managers and coworkers have all been so nice(with just a couple of exceptions). They actually treat me like a person, and respect my needs when something comes up. I almost feel normal around them. This girl though, I feel like she could ruin that. Idk... I just don't like this situation.When I got my test levels taken, I specifically had to ask for the test. Not sure if your tests would have checked it.
I've been going to the doctor's most of the year over some problems I've been having. Had tons of tests, including blood and everything came back normal. Though, I guess they weren't specifically testing for that. If it was low they'd notice on the results of they were looking for problems, right?