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Topic	NASA may have spread life to Mars.
KogaSteelfang 05/13/21 1:12:31 PM #26	matteus70 posted... Nah, they're just saying if any microbes are found on Mars they most likely have been brought from earth on the rovers. I was wondering, it's worded as if it happened and I was curious how far under a rock I've been. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	NASA may have spread life to Mars.
KogaSteelfang 05/13/21 11:36:17 AM #15	WingsOfGood posted... in a May 10 piece for the BBC that life discovered on the red planet might have actually originated on earth Hold up, they did find life on Mars? They're just trying to figure out if it was a stow away from earth or not? --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Do your parents hate you or your siblings more?
KogaSteelfang 05/13/21 10:36:59 AM #3	They absolutely adore my brother, and would do anything to get to spend s moment with him. While I am basically the whipping boy for my mentally challenged cousin. If he's given a chore to do(without my knowledge even) and it doesn't get done, I get blamed for it. lol --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	How do you play with other people in the new Animal Crossing?
KogaSteelfang 05/13/21 1:09:03 AM #2	Gotta go to the airport and open your town to visitors, or fly out to someone's town. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	How many of you here have actually gotten covid?
KogaSteelfang 05/13/21 12:50:01 AM #10	Had it last December. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	is the idea of a multiverse creidble?
KogaSteelfang 05/12/21 10:30:40 PM #27	God_Of_Entirety posted... facepalm XD --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Is CE your main source of socialization?
KogaSteelfang 05/12/21 10:00:27 PM #4	Yes. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	is the idea of a multiverse creidble?
KogaSteelfang 05/12/21 9:59:51 PM #25	If the multiverse is real, does that mean there's a universe out there where the multiverse doesn't exist? Maybe that's us. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Post in this topic.
KogaSteelfang 05/12/21 6:30:50 PM #10	Aight. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Could you live decently if you gross over 3k a month?
KogaSteelfang 05/12/21 4:00:08 PM #25	Yeah, that's way more than I currently make, and I'm living in an ok situation. So obviously it'd just improve with more money. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Do you avoid contact with one or both of your parents?
KogaSteelfang 05/12/21 12:25:35 PM #24	Arcanine2009 posted... I just think that death or near death does change a lot of things. Over the last few years, my dad has almost died twice. He was on what he thought would be his deathbed. In both instances, he told my mom he loved her, and left no such message for me. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Why do you hate yourself?
KogaSteelfang 05/12/21 12:20:30 PM #8	Because I'm worthless as a person, and a shit tier poster here. I'm a huge failure in life, and the biggest loser you'll find without looking deep online for worse. I have no skills, nothing special about me, and am literally just a pile of flesh to be slotted into a job to make things easier on others. The entire sum of my life amounts to nothing, and things would only improve if I were gone. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	When I was a teenager I kept all my porn on a USB drive
KogaSteelfang 05/12/21 12:03:47 PM #20	littlebro07 posted... He said it was a porn time capsule and he would dig it up in 20 years Go put something modern in it. Like a copy of endgame or something. Or you could lead him into a treasure hunt. Leave him a note with cryptic clues leading to where you moved his stuff to. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Do you avoid contact with one or both of your parents?
KogaSteelfang 05/11/21 10:32:50 PM #9	Kind of, I guess. Not because it's them, I just don't make eye contact with many people. I'm doing better since I've been forcing it at work, but generally I find something to fidget with(and thus look at) or talk to the ground. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	How Much Sleep Did You Get Last Night?
KogaSteelfang 05/11/21 7:13:22 PM #9	I overslept. Saturday I had to pull a double shift, 7am till 11pm. Sunday I ended up with another, 11pm till 3pm Monday. Since I got a regular amount of sleep Saturday, I was up all day on Sunday and unprepared for a double shift which happened after I arrived. Couldn't keep my eyes open after I got home. I kept myself awake till around 10 when I crashed. So, long story short, I ended up sleeping like 12 hours. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Is it justified to fire an employee for leaving early?
KogaSteelfang 05/11/21 2:53:52 PM #11	My coworker is the worst about this. She walked out of her job one day because she was told she shouldn't be staying at the hotel for free. Said it was bull and she wouldn't put up with being mistreated that way and walked out(actually she just went to her room). She kept her job. I've had to cover her shift where she just decided to leave, or didn't want to come in that day probably 30-40 times this year. Imo she needs to go. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Post here to be given a food-related nickname.
KogaSteelfang 05/11/21 1:12:44 PM #8	Here. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Are you a virgin???
KogaSteelfang 05/11/21 12:05:58 PM #141	Master Kazuya posted... Tc may have confidence but his esteem is likely not much different from the virgins he's talking to That's so... disheartening. That even with success it won't change how you feel. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Are you a virgin???
KogaSteelfang 05/11/21 10:56:43 AM #139	STEROLIZER posted... Nobody actually wants to be a virgin, and everyone...no matter how terrible you feel about yourself...deserves to be loved. Y'all deserve the chance to become devoted husbands, and fathers. This is nice. The rest of your posts, and other topics just seem to be a venue to brag about yourself and advertise a reddit forum though. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	This board needs raccoons
KogaSteelfang 05/10/21 9:16:25 PM #16	H0LD_Austin_Era posted... Gross Yeah, that one looks kinda grungy. We have others that look more normal. Along with a bunch of possums too. One possum had a pouch full of babies, but she hasn't been back for a while. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	When's the last time you've been to a club?
KogaSteelfang 05/10/21 8:20:50 PM #16	Itachi157 posted... Never. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	This board needs raccoons
KogaSteelfang 05/10/21 8:18:47 PM #3	On my back porch about an hour ago. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Missing teeth
KogaSteelfang 05/10/21 1:07:30 PM #9	I naturally only have 28 teeth instead of the normal 32. Guess I'm missing an entire set somehow. I'm not complaining though, gave plenty of room for the wisdom teeth to grow in. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	PSA: If you live on the East Coast, gas up today
KogaSteelfang 05/10/21 12:52:02 PM #13	Mom warned me about this yesterday. I needed to fill up today anyway, so I did. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Are you a virgin???
KogaSteelfang 05/10/21 4:42:50 AM #107	FarmDog posted... I wouldnt call it an option. These things arent on hold. Do you mean opportunities? I guess so. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Are you a virgin???
KogaSteelfang 05/10/21 4:25:45 AM #105	FarmDog posted... Yes but by choice. I turned down relationships/sex/threesomes before. Must be nice to at least have the option. STEROLIZER posted... I've awkwarded myself out of threesomes before. When that shit looks like its about to happen I just transform into a sniveling simp, and lose my cool - and thereby my attractiveness. It happened to me twice. I also bored myself out of a threesome once. Spring break, some chick wanted a threesome w/ her friend...whom I was talking/dancing with most of the day. We got back to her hotel room, and we were waiting for the friend to arrive, and she kept saying "10 more minutes" and I got tired of waiting and just fucked the other girl instead. By the time she finally made it back to the hotel room, 45 minutes had past and I was just finishing up lol But yeah, nobody turns down a threesome on purpose unless you think their con artists whom are going to find a way to rob you. Just shoot me. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Have you ever had any near death experiences?
KogaSteelfang 05/10/21 12:41:56 AM #38	darkmaian23 posted... @KogaSteelfang Leave. Leave as soon as you can. Don't give anymore of yourself to shitty people who don't deserve it. I know. Thanks for thinking of me. I've tried to leave in the past, and still am planning to find my own place. I'm just so easily emotionally manipulated, doesn't even have to be on purpose. My anxiety makes me afraid to leave, and my depression makes me feel guilty for wanting to. Idk... I'm a mess. lol SplatterBrain posted... Suicide attempt 5 years ago. Rope round my neck and everything started fading to black and I was freaking out full of regret. Couldn't really do anything to stop it happening then the rope came loose. I'm glad you're still here, dude. I've been there myself, didn't have the guts to go through with my attempts. Your perspective of regret in the final moments is reassuring to me. Thanks for sharing, and I hope things continue to improve for you. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Have you ever had any near death experiences?
KogaSteelfang 05/09/21 9:27:40 PM #31	Machete posted... jesus fucking christ. Is he still alive/in your life? I remember a number of occasions where you have posted personal stuff like this and issues that have cropped up for you as a result of having lived in that kind of environment, and I totally fucking get it. This sounds even more extreme than anything I can off the top of my head recall you sharing in the past. Like wow man... I can't even imagine... Yeah. I live with my parents still. It hasn't been that bad in a long time though. That was maybe 13-15 years ago(I'm bad with dates like that). After that point he eased off on the physical violence, but doubled down on the verbal/emotional stuff. About 3 years ago he nearly died of a massive aneurism in his heart. He was passing out, talking nonsense. I had to help carry his unconscious body down the stairs so mom could get him to the hospital. They then flew him to the next state over for emergency heart surgery. We were told there was only about a 2% chance that he'd pull through. He did survive though, but his mind wasn't right for a long time after. Things switched, and he's actually been treating me kind of decently since then. 2 weeks ago though, it happened again. Same thing, he was flown back out to that same hospital again for another emergency heart surgery. Apparently the stint they put in had twisted up and ruptured the aneurism again. He pulled through again, and is doing well. But has also been diagnosed with diabetes, and fatty liver. It's been non-stop doctor appointments since, and I'm being overworked at my job. Between my responsibilities at home and work, it's been a huge struggle to keep things going. Now mom is starting back to work but doesn't want dad to be alone, so even though I sometimes only get 8 hours off from work before having to go back(tonight and tomorrow) I'm still expected to get up early for him, and find time to run my cousin to his job. Plus I've been dealing with some medical stuff myself... I'm just wiped out. Feel like there's nothing left I can give but everyone keeps asking for more. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Have you ever had any near death experiences?
KogaSteelfang 05/09/21 6:37:08 PM #9	dantesdmc posted... Wow. Why? He just always hated me. The reason for that particular incident though... Mom stopped by my room to talk, and spent like 10 minutes watching a movie with me. Dad got super angry and said she was favoring me over him, and so he was going to kill me. It was her arguing against him killing me that drew me out from my room in time to see he was loading the gun. She tried to knock the bullets away, and he hit her, so I rushed in before he could finish loading it and fought it away. I wasn't exactly prepared to be Goldberg speared to the ground right after though. Was finding new wounds and injuries for like 3 days after. Including bite marks on my back that I have no idea how they happened. lol --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Have you ever had any near death experiences?
KogaSteelfang 05/09/21 6:27:19 PM #4	Stung by an entire hive of bees as a kid. Almost didn't make it. Stung by an unknown insect on my neck. Had a severe allergic reaction. At the hospital they gave me a shot of something, that turns out, I was allergic to as well. Car accident that destroyed my intestines and damaged my spine. Doctors didn't treat me. Which led to gangrene, and emergency surgery to remove my dead guts. Was told I wouldn't have survived another day. Dad tried killing me. Was loading his gun to shoot me in the head. Fought it away from him, but he tackled me and started trying to beat me to death, eventually ended up with him on my chest strangling me. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Are you a virgin???
KogaSteelfang 05/09/21 5:37:08 PM #62	ShyOx posted... What about lowering standards? I dont believe this is true if youre a human looking man person. As if I can afford high standards. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Are you a virgin???
KogaSteelfang 05/09/21 5:31:02 PM #59	ShyOx posted... Using tinder? Doesn't help. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Watching Trigun for the first time >_> Everyone in this show is dumb lol
KogaSteelfang 05/09/21 4:19:56 PM #173	I also have a vague memory of it being mentioned directly in the anime. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Are you a virgin???
KogaSteelfang 05/09/21 10:28:00 AM #42	trappedunderice posted... We changing that this year man, you're a good looking enough guy to attract some ladies. There's no reason I should believe this. STEROLIZER posted... 34 people. Wow! I have a question for ya'll... Why are you a virgin? I'm a loser. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Its Saturday night what are you doing?
KogaSteelfang 05/08/21 9:55:39 PM #27	Had to leave for work at 6:30am this morning, don't get to leave till 11pm(another hour). --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Are you a virgin???
KogaSteelfang 05/08/21 8:33:01 PM #7	Obviously. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	How much control do your parents still have over you? Do you live with them?
KogaSteelfang 05/08/21 9:01:10 AM #11	Master Kazuya posted... Saying you can't grow up is literally childish When did I say that? I'm the main source of income for the household and take care us all. Simply because I have no freedom outside of my household/work doesn't make me childish, I'm just tired of all the disrespect such a stressful life brings. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	How much control do your parents still have over you? Do you live with them?
KogaSteelfang 05/08/21 7:48:56 AM #6	Outside of work, they control most aspects of my life. Can't even leave the house without permission, an explanation of where/why I'm going, and the EXACT moment I should be arriving home. I have to text when I arrive, and when I'm leaving, and if I'm late at all they want to send the cops after me. You might think this is just overprotection, but the reason the cops would get involved would be because they'd report the car stolen and have me arrested. They pretend to want me to have a life of my own, then undercut and sabotage every effort I make. It goes so far as to even harm themselves just to keep me under their thumb. We have 2 homes on our property, one for them, and one for me, instead they've moved into mine. Back when I caught Covid, at the first symptom, I told them that I'd relocate to the empty one to try and prevent all of us from catching it. So, they locked it up. With no where else to go, and my place full of people, we all got sick. Master Kazuya posted... None, secretly don't respect people who still are bound by control as adults Sigh --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Would you rather work longer hours & fewer days, or more days/shorter hours?
KogaSteelfang 05/07/21 1:08:44 PM #44	13 hours and 20, for 3 days. Honestly, I'd rather do 16, 16, and 8, but but that's close enough. For four days off it'd be worth it. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Selfie topic, that will not and cannot be purged
KogaSteelfang 05/07/21 1:08:34 AM #139	R1masher posted... Thanks for balancing the universe a little Koga Haha, no problem. DespondentDeity posted... LMAO gorgeous Pretty surprising, right? --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	When did you first start watching Game of Thrones?
KogaSteelfang 05/07/21 12:27:59 AM #13	My brother would watch it during free weekend things. I had no idea what it was, and his description didn't help. I ended up getting interested in the dragons, magic, and zombie story. Despised the political stuff and nudity. Ended up watching it on my own after he moved. Still didn't like those parts, and iirc I stopped at season 5 or 6. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Did you get New Pokemon Snap?
KogaSteelfang 05/07/21 12:22:06 AM #27	Yeah, I'm wracking my brain trying to figure out how to unlock some of the routes. I don't really want to look it up, but some seem really complicated. Also, I'm starting to love the editor. I hadn't messed with it much, but it's actually pretty fun. ...but is there no way to browse pics online besides the same 30 or so that's been displayed all week? --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	What HS group were you associated with?
KogaSteelfang 05/06/21 10:54:32 PM #26	I didn't have a group. I was either ignored, or bullied. No one wanted me around, so I kept to myself. I guess some things never change. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	It's tragic but most people will never reach their dreams.
KogaSteelfang 05/06/21 8:47:45 PM #38	MabusIncarnate posted... I didn't really reach my dreams, but I did better than I anticipated. I don't hate life, I just hate my constant rollercoaster mental state. It's why I used to drink so much. I'm not even unhappy, but i'm often filled with overwhelming dread for no reason. Sorry if that's too much info. I find talking about it can help sometimes. Dude, pour your heart out if it helps. You deserve some peace. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	It's tragic but most people will never reach their dreams.
KogaSteelfang 05/06/21 7:54:38 PM #27	I only had basic aspirations, and I already failed the ones I cared about. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	I wonder if anyone remembers me here...
KogaSteelfang 05/06/21 6:17:52 PM #29	Hey, nice to see you again! --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	Is your current job understaffed?
KogaSteelfang 05/06/21 3:39:57 PM #22	TerraSeeker posted... It seems like everywhere is understaffed. There's literally 2 separate Subway locations in town that are closed due to not having staff. The dollar store near me is only open for a single shift each day because they only have 1 manager and 1 cashier. They're working hard to keep it going. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
Topic	If there was a CEmeetup, would you go?
KogaSteelfang 05/06/21 3:36:35 PM #16	I would want to, but no. --- Work in progress, please be patient.
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