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Complete and total opposite reactions.

2 different times my dad has almost died, and I felt nothing. Well, I did feel bad for not caring, and made me wonder if I'm an awful person... But it is what it is, I wish I could care about him. And I do to a degree, I don't actively want him to die or anything, and I'd do what I could to help him if he needed it. But I just don't believe I could care if he died.

Mom, on the other hand, would absolutely devastate me. I can't even begin to imagine life without her. It has been on my mind lately, they're both getting older, and it will happen eventually. I just can't handle to think of life after that. I honestly have no idea how I'd go on. I love her so much and want to keep her safe, but I can't protect her from life. So I'm doing what I can to spend time with her while I can.

There's a few things that concern me though. Like, if she goes before Dad does... It'd just be me and him. Or if they both happen to go, I'd have no one left at all.