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MrMelodramatc posted...

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I have friends and go out and do stuff, but I really think you're all blowing my luck with women way out of proportion. Like I said, I've only ever had one girlfriend and there was one other person I've talked about, but I'm pretty sure it was only one topic.
I definitely try though, you know? I'm ugly and romantically repulsive and awkward and shy and bad at things and kind of a buzzkill... but I still put myself out there and talk to almost everyone I can. I ask out the guys and gals I think are cute. Once in a blue moon someone takes pity on me and agrees and it ends with "that was fun but you're not really my type" but most of the time I just get a rejection.
The depression kicks in hard when I drink so usually I start drinking and then just keep going until I can't remember the night. Feels bad, but it's like a seventh of the week that I don't have to live through so that's good.

Well, like I said, it's probably just me being jealous. It's definitely been more than 1 topic though. There was one where you explained your repulsion of sex, by listing out a long and detailed recount of various sexual situations you've had. Then you had one about meeting a girl at the library and iirc she tried sexual things on you then. Then the topic about the girl you tried breaking things off with and ended up just having sex with her anyway, I'm assuming this is library girl again. Then you made a topic about the current girl being into you, then the previous topic about her where you and her were getting physical despite her dating someone else, now this one where things once again have become sexual and I'm guessing has been for quite a while. I feel like I'm missing one or two topics as well, but I might be thinking of other topics instead.
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