LogFAQs > #888424441

Shit.

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This reads like a bad porn script lmao.

We went to a small party (like maybe seven people, including the three that live there) last night and both got a little drunk. We made our way up to the balcony and started making out and stuff. Things have been getting sorta heated so I guess this shouldn't have been a total surprise but she reached down my pants and I was like "wooaaahhhhh hey. Uh it's probably bad bull to do this when all our friends are 18 feet away." And then she took out her phone and google mapped the way back to her place and said something like "let's go back to my room. I think the twenty minute walk will be worth it." and so yeah <.< we walked back to her place and we continued where we had left off and she was pretty blunt with what she wanted to happen. Like.... really vulgar and descriptive. She pulled a condom out of her bag and I put it on and well

I was about to press my way in when I started feeling like total trash. There's just something about sex that makes me feel so grossssss. I had to stop but couldn't think of a solid reason so I told her I wasn't comfortable sleeping with her since she was kinda drunk and all. She insisted that she was totally consenting and had been planning this for a while. I know that's probably the truth and but I said I still felt really uncomfortable with it, especially since it would be her first time, and I couldn't do it and I put my clothes back on and went to the bathroom to throw up.

When I came back she was sorta crying and I felt like crap x2 and so we just cuddled and fell asleep. She drove me back home about half an hour ago. Things are a bit awkward I think. I might have ruined my chances. Development to come, I guess.

On the plus side. She introduced herself as my girlfriend at the party last night <_<
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