LogFAQs > #889091348

Im missing my family and dogs something awful. I wake up at 6 to prepare coffee and lunch for Houle, feed the puppy and then go back to sleep until 3 pm and only wake up cause I need to feed puppy again and start preparing dinner. Like if I didnt have something depending on me Id just sleep the entire day.
The rest of the day isnt so bad, Houle keeps me entertained and we go out or watch shows or play with the puppy.
Its after hes fallen asleep and Im still awake I start having panic attacks and just feel really really sad and literally cry myself to sleep. I know I sound pathetic. Never in my life did I think Id miss my family this much. I dont feel like eating at all. All I want to do is cry and sleep honestly.