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| Topic | brain has burnt out. guess im just waiting to die now |
| Pukelid 09/23/19 9:56:28 AM #1: | 40-50 years give or take i think my brain finally shut down. i am sitting here dead brained. this topic took me like 15 minutes to think out and type up. i'm done. life is awful. work is awful. the constant waxing and waning of this anxiety has run me ragged. i never know how i will feel when i wake up. sometimes i think im doing ok, getting my work in order, not feeling as anxious. then the next day im a barely cognizant mess with double a normal heart rate. i cant even really find joy in playing games at the moment either. or my evening walks. i was playing the uncharted games this weekend then just stopped. im never gonna have a fun life full of adventure and discovery. on my walks i feel the concussive blasts of my rampant thoughts just slamming into my skull over and over lost will to look for other jobs already. either i wont be able to live off the new job or ill hate it and those arent even mutually exclusive im not looking for advice. anyone can insult me if they want. i just wanted to ramble --- Hairistotle ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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