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Topic | I fucking hate the internet sometime |
Chewtarch 03/18/21 7:43:30 PM #36: | Okay so this is pretty easy so far. Here's what I got At its core, this is a notion that makes me uncomfortable. Rather than acknowledge and examine the discomfort, I deflect and push it off onto everyone else. Why avoid the discomfort? That's what I'll have to figure out next There's more I've had more submissive partners, and prefer submissive partners, as opposed to dominant ones. Dominance tends to actively turn me off, 9 out of 10 times. How on earth can I reconcile this preference with lashing out at people on the internet for actively fulfilling that preference? I guess this circles back to the discomfort thing Now, why would it make me uncomfortable to see open expressions of submission outside of a bedroom/relationship? Is it because I can't get in that frame of mind? Unfamiliar = bad, according to my primitive brain? I'm starting to trip on my words gimme some more time here. Lotta thoughts bouncing around, might be one of them "breakthrough" nights Turbam posted... There have been some pretty sexy villains, nglpart of my breakdown is i cannot see evil as sexy, ever. good is sexy. PARAGON is sexy still examining, i'll be back --- Aiways / Hairistotle ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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