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I've uncovered another layer - envy of people who can be sexually open without feeling bad. Expressed outwardly as annoyance, broadcasted in the general direction of anyone around. Definitely something I feel like is completely out of reach for me, forever. Of course there's an element of that in the reddit thread for the pic in the OP

So, what to do about that? Ideally I would peel the layers back, identify the cause of this envy, or this discomfort from being open that way myself, and uproot it. Stop being wound up by my own baggage, which is happening with increasing frequency. That might not be possible, so I also have to learn to be comfortable with people expressing themselves openly. I have to realize it's not an attempt to make anyone feel uncomfortable or envious; 99% it's just basic conversation

Now, how to unload all this baggage. I'm all article'd out atm, so maybe later tonight. Still gotta read about that Shadow concept. Wanna read more about Fear of Engulfment as well, that kind of touches on my topic from the other day about how the prospect of any kind of conventional or unconventional relationship makes me uncomfortable

Hoo boy I did not know what can of worms I was opening when I made this thread lol

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