She will be extremely sick and in agonizing pain for 9 months-- not normal sickness/pain pregnant women get, but paralyzing pain that may result in permanent damage to her body.
and I already said I feel bad for her. I just don't feel bad for you. Especially since you were thinking about killing yourself when you need to be there for her. Stop being a selfish ass.
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I'm "kind of a big deal".
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