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Topic	Set up a little display/home for my Wife <3
MannerSaurus 01/12/18 7:15:35 PM #10:	lihlih posted... Damn, I got that she died in a car crash from the last(?) topic, but didn't realize you were sitting next to her when it happened. That must've been traumatizing, you're very strong for being able to function after such a horrific event. @lihlih God spared me some of that trauma by knocking me out. I have no memory of the wreck. I don't even remember most of October. I was in a restaurant one second, and a hospital the next. The doctors told me I was cut out with the jaws of life and airlifted by helicopter. My mother-in-law came in and told me what happened. I demanded to know where my wife was, and she just sobbed and cried, and said "I'm sorry [MannerSaurus], I'm so sorry..." and I grabbed her and screamed at the top of my lungs, practically falling out of the hospital bed. I cried for what felt like hours. I don't remember much else for the rest of the month, except a few images.. like seeing her body at the morgue and saying goodbye, before having a total panic attack and throwing up and screaming/crying. Same reaction to seeing the wrecked car in order to get some of my personal belongings. I was in the passenger seat, my wife was driving, and my 5 year old niece was in the back seat behind me. The engine was basically to the back seat, nothing but metal glass and blood where me and her were sitting. My older brother first got a call from my mom that "There was an accident. [MannerSaurus's wife] is dead, and your brother might be." He dropped his phone and beer and ran to his wife and they both cried freaking out. He got a phone call a few hours later that I was breathing but comatose and critical in the ICU. He told me "I don't mean this in a shitty way, but that second phone call didn't make me feel any better. I knew that either way, you had died in that wreck." I'm sorry to unload all of that on you. Everyday is a nightmare whether I talk about it or not, so I might as well talk about it and share my pain/grief. Not that I want to burden you or anyone else, it just feels good to connect to other human life during this... whatever the hell this horrible remaining part of my life is. --- Hoppe hoppe Reiter, und kein Engel steigt herab mein Herz schlagt nicht mehr weiter, NUR DER REGEN WEINT AM GRAB <cite>MannerSaurus posted [p:893931110] in Set up a l... [t:76194467]...</cite> <quote><cite>lihlih posted...</cite> <quote>Damn, I got that she died in a car crash from the last(?) topic, but didn't realize you were sitting next to her when it happened. That must've been traumatizing, you're very strong for being able to function after such a horrific event.</quote> @lihlih God spared me some of that trauma by knocking me out. I have no memory of the wreck. I don't even remember most of October. I was in a restaurant one second, and a hospital the next. The doctors told me I was cut out with the jaws of life and airlifted by helicopter. My mother-in-law came in and told me what happened. I demanded to know where my wife was, and she just sobbed and cried, and said "I'm sorry [MannerSaurus], I'm so sorry..." and I grabbed her and screamed at the top of my lungs, practically falling out of the hospital bed. I cried for what felt like hours. I don't remember much else for the rest of the month, except a few images.. like seeing her body at the morgue and saying goodbye, before having a total panic attack and throwing up and screaming/crying. Same reaction to seeing the wrecked car in order to get some of my personal belongings. I was in the passenger seat, my wife was driving, and my 5 year old niece was in the back seat behind me. The engine was basically to the back seat, nothing but metal glass and blood where me and her were sitting. My older brother first got a call from my mom that "There was an accident. [MannerSaurus's wife] is dead, and your brother might be." He dropped his phone and beer and ran to his wife and they both cried freaking out. He got a phone call a few hours later that I was breathing but comatose and critical in the ICU. He told me "I don't mean this in a shitty way, but that second phone call didn't make me feel any better. I knew that either way, you had died in that wreck." I'm sorry to unload all of that on you. Everyday is a nightmare whether I talk about it or not, so I might as well talk about it and share my pain/grief. Not that I want to burden you or anyone else, it just feels good to connect to other human life during this... whatever the hell this horrible remaining part of my life is. --- Hoppe hoppe Reiter, und kein Engel steigt herab mein Herz schlagt nicht mehr weiter, NUR DER REGEN WEINT AM GRAB</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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