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I found the more I was trying to get away from my actual self, the less stable it made me. I'm not exactly stable to begin with, so trying to change myself that badly constantly put me on a hair trigger any time I did it. Hair triggers are like, super bad in this kind of environment. I've said it before, my primary focus early on wasn't the game itself, it was throwing myself into this kind of pressure cooker and finding a way to "survive" it. I have a feeling that mentality usually starts off pretty poorly.