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TopicMy wife is applying for MAID (Medical assistance in death).
Jeff_AKA_Snoopy
12/09/22 8:06:20 PM
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SHRlKE posted...
How are you feeling?

Being honest with my feelings? It sucks. I hate that I worked 11 days in a row (last weekend was my on-call) and on my day off it was spent in a hospital with my wife. I won't really "rest" for my weekend here and likely my wife is sticking around in there until the middle of next week. That sucks. I will have to bring her food due to her allergies and the hospital not being able to work around it. That sucks. My wife has anxiety and panic attacks due to medical PTSD and I will be consistently "on" throughout this time. That sucks. It is exhausting physically, mentally, and emotionally.

I know that next week I will go to the hospital before work starts to deliver food and good cheer (my wife loves me and just my presence helps to calm her down). I will work for 8 hours, I will prepare more food and deliver it after work, and likely will not return home until 10-11pm. And I will do it as many days as my wife is there. That sucks.

It is also true that I will continue to support my wife through this regardless of how much it sucks because I love her and she deserves that from me. I can and will give that.

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