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DarthDemented posted...

you are correct. My wife and I had the conversation about moving on several years before we even knew I'd be in this situation and she always insisted that I move on and find happiness with someone else and I have. As far as making things easier I don't know for sure. For me it was hard. Really hard. The terror of that night comes rushing back every time I have to recount that night.

I think the slow process of all this happening and my wife being able to choose how she leaves this life will make a difference. I know this is what she wants, how she wants it, and is in the frame of mind to make those decisions. From the sounds of it you literally get the same meds you get if you are going under for surgery, and then when you are under the gas you get meds to stop your heart. Literally you just go to sleep and that is it.

I say all those before it happens. I could very easily see myself just being a wreck.